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the secret behind 9 11





new yaork city has 11 letters

afghanistan has 11 letters

ramsin yuseb has 11 letters (the person who threatened the twin towers in 93)

george w bush has 11 letters

new york is the 11th state

the first plane 2 hit the twin towers was flight 11

flights 11 was carring 92 passengers....... 9+2= 11

flight 77 which also hit the twin towers was carring 65 6+5=11

the tragity on 9/11 as is it known 9+1+1=11

the date is equal 2 the emergancy # 911

the total # of victim in the hi jacked planes was 254..........2+5+4=11

september 11th was the 254th day of the year (look at the sentince before this one and u'll figure it out)

the madrid bombing took place 3/11/2004......3+1+1+2+4= 11

the tragity of madrid happened 911 days after the twin towers





the most recognized symbol for the us after the stars and stripes is the eagle.

The following verse is taken from the koran, the islamic holy book

"For it is written that a son or arabia would awaken a fearsom eagle. The wrath of the eagle would be felt through out the lands of allah while some of the people tremble in despair still more rejoiced: for the wrath of the eagle cleansed the lands of allah and there was peace" that verse is # 9.11 of the koran



open word pad and do the following:

1. type in upper case Q33 NY (this is the flight # of the first plane to hit the twin towers)

2. highlight Q33 NY

3. change the font size 2 48

4. change the font to wingdings and see what happens



message me and tell me what u think please

can't even shout

can't even cry

the gentlemen are coming by

lookin' in windows

knockin' on doors

they need 2 take 7

and they might take urs

can't call 2 mom

can't say a word

ur gonna die screaming

but u won't be heard

a lovers death is tragic

first they love

then they scream

just can't seal the seam

soon they cry

next they die

they go 2 a cliff

the wind shifts

then they say I love u

but look at what u put me through

then they jump

can't wait 2 get out of this mess

now they're in heaven

on cloud 7

still yelling

still rebelling

they're gone 4ever

even better

they're still 2gether

Pretend

Pretending to care.

Pretending to act like I understand.

You wish me away with no importance.

You sing for me for stupid things.

You really don't NEED me.

Don't really see the love I show.

My reasons for staying, unknown.

The brief feeling of being needed.

The same feeling that haunts my thoughts.

I'll pretend like I don't care that I'm here and gone.

Pretend like I understand your busy lives.

Needing to be needed is my hell.

Appreciation not in sight.

None given, all recieved.

I'm always here and never gone!

Being used for tasks simply done.

I'm tired of always running in circles.

Leaving is not in the question.

Nor is it the answer.

My hell will always be with me.

I need to learn to say no and mean it!

listen to the voices as they tell u 2 jump

listen 2 the voices as they tell u to let go

these voices these voices tell u so much

the voices the voices lets get on with the show

they say it's all over for you

when ur on the edge and falling off

it's all over

they say they say grab a knife

pull the trigger

jump off the chair

slice and tear

scream and cry

see and die

listen 2 the voices as they tell u 2 jump

A thief, a whore, and a liar.

These are what's left of me.

Not much left to this empty shell.

Nothing left to want or need.

I've put myself in my grave.

Waiting to be buried alive.

I've done this to myself.

I've dug a hole I can't get out of.

No one trusts me.

No one can love me

I've done this to myself.

I wish I hadn't done it,

But not for the reasons I should.

I don't care that I could have broken a person.

I don't care that I could have ended a life or love,

I care that people I want to trust me can't.

I only care because I lack the future chances because of past mistakes.

I care because I have done this to myself and don't know how to fix it.

How do I make you trust me?

How do I prove to you that that's not me any more?

How do I get past the past?

How do I make it through this alive?

I am starting to feel this now.

To feel broken, torn apart by life.

Shreds of my dignity are all I have left.

Keeping quiet about all that I have within.

We're all starting to fall down.

Beginning to see what destruction has in store.

I don't have any thing left.

Sitting here drowning in my blood and tears.

I've been torn to pieces.

This life I used to live is forever gone.

No longer one peice of me, but several are left.

Shattered.

Strung across the broken glass.

Starting to decay, falling apart.

I don't know what happened here.

I've gone to a worse place than ever before.

Darkness has overwhelmed me.

No one can help me see the light.

Wishing for death to come and take me quickly.

Even slow death would be better than this.

Agonizing pain has been set upon me.

I dont know how to deal with the pain.

I've disappeared in my own skin.

Disappeared inside this reflection of who I was.

Forgotten is the person I used to be.

I can't see through this haze I've been trapped in.

Lost in the solitude I've created.

Help me find a way out of this hell I live.

Help me learn to love and live again.

Help me to be me again!

Go Ahead

Go ahead.

Pretend I'm not here.

I'm the best friend you'll have.

Go ahead.

Ignore what I said.

Aparently it wasn't that important any ways.

Go ahead.

Act like it doesn't matter!

I don't care any more any ways.

Go ahead.

Believe all of that like I won't lie.

It doesn't matter how I feel, I'm not here!

Go ahead.

Try to suck up to me.

They're just words now, nothing real.

Go ahead.

Tell me you really care.

I'm sure you couldn't be more wrong!

Go ahead.

Shove what I said in my face.

Being so used to people spitting on me, it's normal now to hate me.

Go ahead.

Tell me you love me.

Love means nothing any more.

Overrated words that aren't good for any thing!

Everything To You

I see so much in you.

Passion, care, understanding.

With a single word, you stole my heart.

With a single touch, you stole my innocence.

You amaze me in so many ways.

You shock me every day.

The things you do, dazzling.

The way you move, exotic.

You make me eccentric.

I'm falling farther and farther every minute.

Into the deep abismal that is you.

You look over me day after day.

I'm nothing but a mere inconvience.

But you, you are everything.

The happiness I find every day.

The sadness that's been exposed to me.

You are my smile, my tears.

You are my reason for insanity.

You are the reason I'm happy to be alive.

Every second spent with you makes this life bareable.

Every thing you do makes this all worth while.

All I do is because of you...

Do You

Do you try to do this to me?

The hurt, disrespect, humiliation.

Do you believe I deserve this?

This hurts more than you can tell.

Do you like hurting me this way?

The humiliation I get from believing your lies.

I'm so sick and tired of being treated like this.

Screw you!

I do what you want and don't need this.

Anything you want, yours.

Just say the word and I'm here.

Can't take this disrespect.

All I've done for you was in vain.

No reason for my being here.

I'm simply a mat for your feet.

Stand on me a while and I'll get used to it.

Screw this!

the gift



hold me now I need 2 feel relief

like I never wanted anything

I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on 2

I'm so ashamed of defeat

and I'm out of reason 2 believe in me

I'm out of trying 2 get by

I'M SO AFRAID OF THE GIFT U GIVE ME

I DON'T BELONG HERE AND I'M NOT WELL

I'M SO ASHAMED OF THE LIE I'M LIVING

I'M RIGHT ON THE WRONG SIDE OF IT ALL

I can't face myself when I wake up and look inside the mirror

I'm so ashamed of that thing

I suppose I'll let it go til I have something more 2 say 4 me

I'm so afraid of defeat

and I'm out of reason 2 believe in me

I'm trying 2 define

I'M SO AFRAID OF THE GIFT U GIVE ME

I DON'T BELONG HERE AND I'M NOT WELL

I'M SO ASHAMED OF THE LIE I'M LIVING

I'M RIGHT ON THE WRONG SIDE OF IT ALL

hold me now I need 2 feel complete

like I matter 2 the 1 I need

I'M SO AFRAID OF THE GIFT U GIVE ME

I DON'T BELONG HERE AND I'M NOT WELL

I'M SO ASHAMED OF THE LIE I'M LIVING

I'M RIGHT ON THE WRONG SIDE OF IT ALL

now I'm ashamed of this I am so ashamed of this

now I'm so ashamed of me

I am so ashamed of me







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