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when they push when they pull tell me can ya hold on?

when they say u should change can ya lift ur head high and stay strong?

will u give up give in when ur hearts crying out that it's wrong?

will u love u 4 u at the end of it all?

in life theres gonna be times when ur feelin' low

and in ur mind insercurity seems 2 take control

u start 2 look outside yourself 4 ecepttance and approval

you keep 4getting that the 1 thing u should know is

don't be scared 2 fly alone

find a path that is ur own

don't hold back and always know

all the answers will unfold

what are you waiting 4 spread ur wing and soar

the boy who wonders is he good enough 4 them

keeps trying 2 please them all but he just never seems 2 fit in

then theres a girl who thinks she'll never ever be good enough 4 him (chris)

she keeps tryin' 2 change and thats a game she'll never win

in the mirror is where she come face 2 face with her fears

her own reflection now grown forigne on her after all these years

how ever now she is trying 2 be some1 besides herself

now time has passed and she's ended up some1 else with regret

what is it in us that makes us feel the need

2 keep pretending

we gotta let ourselfs be

Small town homecoming queen

She’s a star in this scene

There’s no way to deny she’s lovely

Perfect skin, perfect hair

Perfumed hearts everywhere

Tell myself that inside she’s ugly



Maybe I’m just jealous-I can’t help but hate her

Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her



She is the prom queen, I’m in the marching band

She is a cheerleader, I’m sitting in the stands

She gets the top bunk, I’m sleeping on the floor

She’s Miss America

And I’m just the girl next door



Senior class president

She must be heaven sent

She was never the last one standing

A backseat debutante

Everything that you want

Never too harsh or too demanding



Maybe I’ll admit it, I’m a little bitter

Everybody loves her, but I just wanna hit her…



Chorus



I don’t know why I’m feeling sorry for myself

Spend all my time wishing that I was someone else



Chorus

I get a little bit, she gets a little more

She’s Miss America

And I’m just the girl next door

have u ever hurt so bad that ur entire body shook?

have u ever felt the pain of a heart break?

have u ever hurt?

have uever hurt so bad inside that it made u cry but u couldn't tell any1?

have u ever felt like me?

have u ever imagined a life so bad that you couldn't bear it and then when u finaly saw something bright and cheerful that it made4 u cry because u were so scared 2 lose it but at the same time u knew u couldn't keep it 4ever?

have u ever locked so many people out that u didn't know how 2 let any1 in anymore?

have u ever felt so happy 4 only a few hours but u drove it away by being scared?

well there is no happy ending 2 my life

right now there is just chris untill he see's how scared I am 2 lose him and I drive him away

God i'm so scared that the only person that makes me happy will run away from me I spend every night i'm not with him crying

well welcome 2 my lifewelcome 2 the torment of my dieing soul

here's me whatcha see is whatcha get

please don't exsect anything more because I won't be able 2 give u anything more

I heard he sang a lullaby

I heard he sang it from with high

when I found out thought I would die

because that lullaby was mine

I heard he celled it with a kiss

he gently kissed her cherry lips

I found that so hard 2 believe

because that kiss belonged 2 me

how could an angel break my heart

why didn't he catch my falling star

I wish I didn't wish so much

maybe I wish our love apart

how could an angel break my heart



by toni braxton and kenny G. (the best sax player on this planet)