this is it
this is my breaking point
i have to get out now
i have to leave this place
all that i was all that i love
this insanity
it wins
i loose
i lost
i am lost
i am gone
a summers breeze to cleanse with ease
the pain and sorrow
the uncertainty
she comes along and takes his heart in sweet gentle fingers
soon his dout no longer lingers
the love : a rose of white
a lovely scene of a girl bathed in light
his smile as she walks to him
this is it
her heart aflit
thier one true loves kiss
bounded to eternity
my heart so heavy
my body declining
beautiful demise
this heart ache
unnamed unnatural
confusing unreal
so incredibly surreal
glittering pain
so agonizing
is there a cure to this unfeeling sorrow?
a pyre so bright
alight with the rage
consuming the body of the deceased
catching hold of the living
the screams of agony so sweet to me
dancing along the edges the demons scream in glee
the wind howls in laughter
spreading the infernal
burning every thing insight
just back the fuck off
else u be burned
im falling apart
there is nothing
the numbing cold
so soothing
the hot burns of tears on my face
im not strong enough
i have failed
wishing for the bite of the blade
the wash of warmth as the blow escapes
the sting of air on my open skin
hating the darkness that has hold of me
hurting the one i love
wanting to be torn apart
till there is nothing left
how i wish i could die
hating wht i do
wanting the blade to end this
yet the promises keep me from touching them
letting my soul die
the coldness coming in waves
drowning
sinking
a voice so sadistic
allowing me to love
to push him away
to break a heart
to harden my own
thought i was hrew
but now the darkness embracing me
there is nothing left to me
i have been defeted
Calm and fiery
Darkness empowered
Light be destroyed
a challenge
come to me
see this fight
die along side me
or turn away
I am a paradox; a riddle
release me from this promise
my insanity demands to be free
the warm blood spilling
the sting as the air brushes over me
only this promise keeps me
release me
cannot handle it no more
allow me the bitter sweet kiss of blade
molten liquid sears my eyes
swirling in my soul
wisps of shadows
drowning in my self
no more breath left
sinking so blissfully
looking up at the shimmering world
falling in the ice cold
giving up
drowning in the sweet silence
letting the cool calm take me
disconnected from myself
letting it take me
mouth open no sounds
eyes wild with fire
body humming with energy
screaming in silance
ghosting around
escape run
never going anywhere
this cage so tight
constricting
LET ME OUT
need to run
need to leave
let me be free
get out get out GET OUT
let me go
this insanity
eating my mind
the rage
pacing my bars
the walls so tight
let me out
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