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The stars cal to me

the night breeze wispers

the walls surround

Letting in only sound

i have no sight

wanting to run far far away trapted in this house

gotta leave

have to wander

chained to this room

let me out

The night calls

i want to go to it

i need to escape this place

U walk away with a shadow in ur soul

U take a rope to ur throat

the sword in ur skin

the bullet to ur brain

my heart in ur hand

my soul ur light

dont let it fall

dont let it die

come back into my arms

let the ice cool ur sarrow

Let my love keep u warm

dont let the blood drip

dont let if fall

Why does ur death call so sweetly

More sweetly then the silver of my toung?

Why do u go out with murder in ur eyes

and leave my arms

my heart broken?

Why my love?

Why must u take that rope

That bullet

That gun? Why must you take that sword

Leaving the blood of our shared hearts bleeding out?

Why mu love?

Am i not enough for u?

Is my love for u so little in your darkend life?

Can we not go on?

Can we not stop this world?

Why my love

Do u give up?

Are u so afraid?

You took my soul

U took my heart

With the promise u would come back

yet this is how u leave me

why my love?

Why?

Invisable in the shadows

hidden in ths night

walking the cold starless fright

wandering for ever

lost yet never

gone swallowed in a turrant of thoughts

deep in a mantra of solitude

blind to the way things are supposed to be

evading the lights

Takeing in these darkened sights

The fires back

no longer so empty

been filled with rage

anger over flowing

hateing this place

let me escape

Remove me from the problem

befor it gets burned

oops to late

Now it burns

on fire

no water

Lets add gas

lets throw daggers

Lets watch it scream in pain

writhe in agony

lets see it burn

lets revel in this cruelty

feed this fire

poke this fury

Ignight the lights

Fill this jadedness

Lets cut with the edges

lets laugh as it weeps

laughing as it cries

right in its face

Kicking dirt on it adding the salts

Smiles in pleasure at its pain

i love this cruelty

The blood you bleed

The tears that stream

the fear we feel

the hate u rage

The miles we have yet to cross

the world against us so

Your screams of fury and pain

The bravery the strength you show

Hideing ur fragility

the fire u breath

the flame in your soul

burnings consumeing

mixing with my own

breathing past the pain

finding the ice to cool ur rage

kissing away your tears

let go of ur hate

the miles will be crossed

The world will end

so brave so strong

give me fragile self

let loose the fire

we will be through this nightmare

Longing for this heart to die

stealing wht isnt mine

destroying soul

never knowing why

Never sheding a tear

wanna but cant cry

stay strong

yet die more inside

My soul blackening withering

Chains straining

Struggling to be free

from this curse holding me

Fear turns to hate

sorrow to anger

left with a mist of poison

surrounding eating

Like acid to skin

the flames of cold confusion

alights anew burning in a lavatic heat

stealing the shadows of uncertaining

Burning it through

With the light of a new

dangerous with out a care

Her eyes lite with fury

Her toung sharp and quick

let this fire burn

Dont get to close

You may get hurt

Run away in fear of nothing

wallow in sadness of the unknown

slink in the shadows of the darkest part of uncertainty

the fear consumes like ice cold flames

the sadness trails down my cheeks in rivers

this feeling of unknown uncertainty

lets run away from ourselves and never return

lets get away from this confusion

lets die in this shadow

You have thieved my breath

You captured my heart

you make me live when i die

your smiles make me free

your eyes see me

My other half ripped away

Found it again

Please stay

Taken from me

You have stolen my soul

And you have took it with you

becareful of it

as you take away my everything

So dark so alluring

Dangerous and mysterious

The night calls to me like nothing else

black velvit of darkestest shade

A soft repreive of bright white stars

a wisper of cold

yet a comftertable right

to this night my love goes deep

To this night me heart does weep

Dangerous and safety

Hidddden in the shadows

wrapped in embraceing arms of the night

You will know

dead inside

She speaks such darkness

cold inside

she crys and doent know why

No longer alive

Her skins parts underneath the blade

Tears flood her eyes

an x apears over her heart

burned to a crisp

blood runs freely

Her lifes rosewater falls

When the last tear drips and her blood runs free

This hate

This love

this feelings of wanting to run

Cowerdly and childish

unworthy and undeserving

Hateing this life

Fearing the pain

loveing this game

Nevr was evr good

only brought sarrow

time to pay

time to bring back wht i stole and barrowed

yet this life wont leave me

this soul wont die

this blood runs cold

This road to long

Living in this fear

Too much sarrow

tears washing away these words

two hurting hearts

Hateing the way i give these pains

yet knowing it will never stop

hideing away my heart

Nevr give it to another

kissing my love good bye

Burring my pain

grasping my sarrow

masking my hurt

hideing away

loveing the numbness

but right now there is too much pain.

Im done with this world

Im dont with this pain

All its evr done for me

Was give me such misery

That it i am gone now

Thats it ive lived way to long now

this fight is over

this way has been lost

im stuck on a branch now

im stuck up so high

looking over all ive done so far

leaving the hate behind

leaving this wolrd behind

Im done now

Spinning around

hittig the walls

taking over

throw me out

i dont blame it

i dont want me either...

this i pay

This i must atone

remorse agony

forlorn and lost

consume me

end this maddness

Never can it survive

It must decay

it slips away

leaving me hallow

Leaving me nothing

Love always tells such beautiful lies

It hurts so much

please just kill it

Love always die

COMMENTS

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Krowmaster
07:13 Aug 10 2013

esp. when you kill it.

that used the very last of my emotion, all of my anger and pain. i now feel completely numb.

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So numb inside

So icy cold

my heart has stopped

My blood slowed

my tears have dried

This beautiful coldness

The flame burning from my lighter

the anger and pain burning brighter

the flesh so hot

Melting from the fire

cooling my anger

feeding my pain

this is my agony

so sweetly insain

the flame to my skin

alighting a new hurt

cleansing away

Leading me far astray

this is my punishment

This is my savior

these scars burn

but so does this flame.

Take my heart

Take my life

take my anger

take my strife

this world so messed up

im done so cut me up

Let this end so soon

let my soul loose

hate the way this thing goes round

rather be deep underground

Fuck this ugly burned place

im done with these two faces

let this all burn down

Take it to the ground

So much sarrow

so much misery

let me be the one to change it

yet gaurd ur heart

I canot give only take

U say u are dead..yet i hurt u

so much hurt and its all i can make u feel

so much darkness

never let u take

Anymore from me

Im so sorry

theres just to much

End this misery

open my chest

Take this bleeding heart

end this madness

leave me cold and dead

take this sweet pain from me

and let this be my demise

begine my punishment

end this life

end this sweet pain

take away this hurtful beautiful soft touch

Take away this mournful museing

take away this all leve me broken again

leaave me in pain

Take this away i deserve it.

Moveing in a sirl of mass confuison

slideing threw my mind like slush

evading and cowering

running in fear

Loseing this battle

This is my last year

Down is my heart

gone is my mind

left in thier stead

Is a icy void

covered in wire

let none touch or enquire.