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Pity, I hate my bleeding heart

Broke into shards, this torn apart

Every morning I feel the pain

With every breath I feel the drain

Knowing nothing will ever change

So long the source is out of range

Crying til there are no more tears

When only death still plagues my fears

Soon, that won't even be enough

To describe this is far too tough

And slowly I pull out my board

One of few things that's left to hoard

Truly demons I fear them not

Fore no pain reaches to this spot





Elizabeth:



Written: December 1, 2009

I saw you then on your black steed

You'd always known what I did need

At that sight, love was the case

From then on, twas you I'd chase

I'd forsaken God, just cast him out

And that was when you came about

Twas for you, my will did bend

You'd seen me worst, at my end

You were one I could confide

The one and only I'd abide

And then we'd shared our first kiss

Was this what God had made me miss

When one day I asked your hand

You told me there'd be no wedding band

As you smiled and shook your head

Inside I felt my heart stop dead

You told me then how far you fell

It was God but I could not dwell

Now I seek you every night

With my vision, with my sight

I let my mind at once take flight

To search forever by moonlight



Elizabeth:



Written December 1, 2009

I loved you then, my dear sweet Shawn

But now I see I was your pawn

You broke me then, that heart of stone

And then your left me, here all alone

I loved you then, oh so much

I might be crazy and all that such

You're the reason I was a witch

For you, I'd embraced my immortal bitch

Though what I am now is clearly a clone

The reason for it has changed its tone

We died together and in death you'd flown

So now I'm a witch one has yet to own

I love you not my dear sweet Shawn

Because of then I'll be no pawn





Elizabeth:



Written: December 1, 2009

I watch you it seems, so constantly

My love for you burns incandecently

At every sight I force my will

Trying to make my heart be still

I've never known the mortals way

So in myself my feelings stay

In my heart my loves aflame

While slowly your affections mame

Because of you my Emotions woke

I've tried to speak them but I do choke

So like a coward, again I bow

Fore I can't bare to lose you now

Many nights I have cried

Hoping my emotions died

To whom I wonder, I can confide

For six years now I've made them hide



Elizabeth:



Written: Unknown

It calls to me a silent scream

It beckons me in every dream

The less I try to hear

The more my heart will sear

It summons me with quiet bays

It calls to me with moonlit rays

Instinct burning in my brain

And fighting it causing pain

Restraining it is far to late

And losing control is my fate





Elizabeth:



Written September 2008

For them you bend

Your love untold

You don't defend

You aren't bold

Inside you'll mend

By then your old

But in the end

Your heart turns cold





Elizabeth:



Finished January 9, 2009

In her bed she doth lay

In her bed she does stay

Some gather round to pray

Somewhere I hear Tyler bay

It is not a wolf some say

Fore it turns into a man by day





Elizabeth:



Written August 2008





Not very good I know.

If I'm gone would anybody know

Would the world contain a happy glow

Would even one soul miss me

May be I'd just cease to be

Would anyone wonder where I went

Would anyone care my life was spent

Would they even remember

If I died one december

When all but the evergreens are bare

And the site of the falcon so rare

If I left without a fight

In the middle of the night





Elizabeth :



Wrote around September 2008