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Not incapable of love, but I suspect that you might be incapable of trusting in, and believing in the love you are given.
And, I understand, just so it is not left unsaid.
You have a terrible past, one that does not exactly inspire trust in humans.
It's hard, wanting everything that is good for you, and ending up with... This...
I'm not undermining you in any way or form might I add.
It's just... Not what it should be...
So many nights have i howled at the empty night sky.
As I said once before.
It is a terrible feeling, to be haunted by the living...
I miss her too...
I miss you too...
Not that I miss where we ended up, of course not.
But I of course miss the good times, the hopes and dreams.
I'm not quite sure that "we're better off without you". Of course I can only speak for myself.
Again, I miss you. The connection we shared. Speaking without words is a strong thing.
Going through what you sadly have, is even more so.
I thought of you on Samhain.
I think of you often.
Trying to focus on good energy.
Some kind of trying to help I guess.
Please know that I >do< think fondly of you, when I think back.
As I've said so many times, you didn't deserve this, and I'm sorry...
I'm here if you need me.
A R.
I am indeed incapable.
Ive been aware of my lack of trust in people for decades.
I am also aware why and where it comes from.
My inability to (cure) it is where I become incable.
Among so many other things.
But thank you for the "support"
I appreciate it.
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