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19:29 Sep 29 2024
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Maybe they will start to now.'
However, would it matter?
its allready over.
yall gonna see hell break loose.. about... now.-
It is all, impulsive rambling. However true. Im dat brillant. (Not)
11:59 Sep 13 2024
Times Read: 125
..the shakes
There they are again.
Hi. Youve been gone awhile
I thought as my hands went icy cold.
Blood.
I need.
Blood
I bleed
Blood
I must
Feed..
07:11 Sep 13 2024
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One difference, among many between you and I.
Is i am actually who i say i am..
You? You lied from the get go.
Everything was false.
And i might of been decieved for a good while
But my abilityes and connection had me seeing everything
So clearly.
We dont need no words.
I know it all.
All the thoughts, feelings.
Is it betrayal or plain out stupidity.
Maybe a bit of all.
I cant decide
Nor break the cord
Like you were one of Mine.
I absorbed it all.
Every string of thought feeling
Words and action
And betrayal.
Including some you dont know i know.
And I am left wondering.
Are you not embarrased?
Do you have no shame?
Oh well.
Who am I to judge.
I have my issues.
Im embarraed. Im ashamed.
For letting anyone do me like that.
And how toxic i was aswell for never knowing
How to be loved
But I find strenght in the lesson
There is no going anywhere with that.
Theres no way i can ever look you the same again.
I would advice you to be authenthic and honnest with
Yourself and the people around you.
I still love you
I always will
But youre evil. And will never understand what you did to me
I cannot forgive. Nor do i think you care or have the brain capacity to hold the ability to comprehend other than your own ego.
I wont waste more time.
I will suffer it out, in silence.
Like i did so far.
I wish u well though.
Take care
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