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The confusions of this life have whisked me away to some unknown territory.. A place that I fear may consume me.. It's so cold and lonely here, the only remote comfort that I can seem to grasp are the insane thoughts that are slowly ripping through my mind and tearing my soul asunder.... And the one thing that runs through ever fiber of my being is the thought of what will get me through this, because I no longer have the strength to get through it myself!! My strength, my want, my passion, and heart are elsewhere.. And I am tormented by the fact that I am here, forced to face these things without him..

Desperation of the soul, repression or the heart, make us scream, rip us apart, clouds the mind, & numbs our perception.... We talk, fight, yell, spill our blood, change, stay the same, love without fear, give without want, fake, lie, hurt, steal, wait, break ourselves in half.. Ups and downs ins and outs, all the tears, the what ifs, doing all you can and more.... Just to have it all come down, to going unnoticed, to being not good enough.. LIFE FUCKING HURTS!!!!

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Theban
18:51 Apr 22 2011

Yeah and this is on a good day!

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