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I cut myself the other night. I was just laying there, bleeding... and when the blood started to coagulate, i just made a new cut. each one going deeper and deeper... then my hands started to feel cold. and then my face, my feet... i knew i was in trouble. that i might not wake up this time. but to be honset, i didn't care at all... i felt... relieved. that i wouldn't have to live this life anymore. that i was doing everyone a favor. things would have been so much better if i had never been born. i knew in the pit of my stomach that i was doing the right thing. but, i didn't go deep enough. i never do. i woke up, and i hate myself for it.

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naylastar
18:18 May 25 2011

Please, please, please, please get some help. I speak from experience when I say it's not worth it. Whatever it is that's wrong, it's not worth hurting yourself for.

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Army
21:15 May 25 2011

Sure it is if she's willing to take the cowards way out. Get it over with and stop bitching about it. So many of us here have it way worse than you. Who the fuck are you to destroy your life over some petty bull shit? Either buck up and get over it or just do it already.

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Everyone needs to STOP calling me by these freaking cat names. I'm not your sweetie! Or your dear or babe or honey or lover or ANYTHING! you gotta EARN the right to call me that. I expect you to call me by my fucking name or username. and ONLY those.

i've never said two words to you, and you and your friends start spamming my ratings? yall are pathetic. all of you. and really people, i'm not stupid. all your doing is trying to get me pissed and start up fucking drama. well yeah i'm mad, but i'm not playing your game. i fucking hate drama. so kiss my fucking juggalette ass bitch.

Look Oceanne, you can kiss my ass. you don't like me, fine. i really don't give a shit. but get the fuck over yourself and stop coming back to my profile to rate me poorly. i fucking blocked you, SO TAKE A FUCKING HINT. all i'm doing is being real. I'm soooooo fucking sorry if that offends you. oh wait, NO I'M FUCKING NOT.



LEAVE ME ALONE AND GO ON WITH YOUR OWN PATHETIC LIFE.