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what is an incubus and why do i consider my self one?





an incubus (feminine: succubus) is a demonic spirit usually vampiric in nature that preys on women in there sleep usually feeding from them then having there way with them,all within the realm of dream.



i am an incubus because:

ugh where do i begin?

one of my strongests points is the mind i have been told by many many smart people that i have a really strong mind/intellect.



i am an empath i am very skilled and telepathic communication and mind control.



i luv psychology and the study of the human brain.

people watching is my favorite past time .

i luv to jump into peoples mind and see what makes them tick and i usually (always) use that to my advantage.

by magickal or physical means.



i also learned early on that i have the ability to manipulate my dreams according to my desire.

then i learned that i can do the same thing to other peoples dreams usually by astral projection.



and that is how i do alot of my feeding.



but i dont ALWAYS rape people when i do this.

astral sex is something that i reserve for willing individuals.

usually spouses whom i have physical sex with anyway then i feed off of that sexual vibe that is being released.



it is cool to because they remember.



i have accumulated quite a few voicemails and text messages saying things like



"i had an interesting dream about you last night!" ;)



"and im like ill bet you did." :P



the first time i had ever been refered to as an incubus was when,my good friend Switch(Switch being a well respected individual in the vamp community)

and i were having a conversation about the effects of light on a vampires skin



responding to something i said he replied



"that is because you are incubie,you prefer the dark of a persons mind to the chaotic energies of the day. ill bet that floresent bulb over head effects you doesnt it?"



and that is how i aquired the name ENKi.



knowing all of this it is no wonder my zodiac sighn is within the element of air.

the element of air being sybolic of all things that exist but cannot be seen or contained such as mental energy (thoughts) philosophy the use of magick music etc wich are some of my favorite hobbies. ancient pagans use to say that the wind is the physical manifestation of mental energy.



there is still much more i could say on this sbj but the sun is starting to rise so untill next time dear reader.



-ENKi

what is it that makes you people think call yourselves vampires?



ive heard so many theories but i havnt a clue wich is correct or if they are all correct under different circumstances.



some people say that they themselves are human but that their soul is a vampire,some say they feed to restore an energy that they are lacking,some say that in previous incarnations they were vampires. etc



personally:

i have known that i am a creature of night as far back as i can remember.



according to my parents i have never been able to sleep at night like a normal human being.

i even went to the dr. and been written perscriptions but they still to the amazement of everyone when night time rolled around id me a live wire.



i am still nocturnal to this day.



the sun just seems to slow me down and cause me to become sluggish like it overwhelms my aura.



i can also remember at the age of like six chewing on my lips untill they would bleed.

then sitting and syphoning the syrupy goodness for long periods of time,and it became almost as a pascifyer.



i dont know about all the crazy theories but:

there is just something about taking pure spiritual energy/pure life and absorbing it into my self that is just......orgasmic and that is exactly what vampirism is.



so for the lack of a better word i guess im a goshdarn blood sucker!



-ENKi

why do you worship Satan?

wouldnt you rather be on the SAFE SIDE incase your wrong?



and my answer to that is always no.



even if i find that jesus does luv me and he is benighn and good and that when i die i will burn forever in a lake of torment,i would still worship the dark one simply because every thing that is represented in the bible goes completly against my beliefs and i will gladly sip fire before i sell my soul out and let my ideals be trampled by corrupt foot.



do you know how many wars have been fought and how many innocent people were tortured to death in the name of christ????



do you know how many crimes god him self has commited against humanity with his floods and plagues and asking for blood sacrifice usually of humans especially CHILDREN!?



well im not gonna stand by that i dont care what god does to me for it.



and was it not SATAN that offered us the fruit of knowledge so that we would know the difference betwixt good and evil,and have the free will to choose wich one we would persue?



and was it not GOD who booted us out of eden so that we could not indulge in the fruit of life so that we couldnt become immortal?



it even says clearly in the bible that Satan is the god of the earth and the prince of the power of air.



so who seems like the best candidate for you adoration?



the truth is Satan is a force that has existed since the dawn of time.

the church has been trying to seperate us from our natural instincts as human animales for thousansd of years ,so they took these forces and labled them evil.



Satan actually wants what is best for us and he urges us to grow and to learn he actually could care less if you "worship" him he really wants you to be more focused on your self.

after all he'll be fine with or without our rituals and sacrifice





tell me again why i should not be lustful or pridefull.

tell me again why i should forgive my enemies.

tell me again why i shouldnt enjoy every min. of everyday as if there is no eternal life.







-ENKi