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Wow.. How quickly your life and everything about yourself can change.. Feel like ive been asleep for soo long.. Ive spent the past 6 years of my life being everything he wanted me to be... I kinda lost myself in the quest to be the perfect wife.. Which perfect wasnt good enough, but as myself.. Well, that wasnt quite enough either.. Like a NIN song says "If I was twice the man I could be...I'd still be half of what you need" perfect lyrics to mark a certin kind of pain.. So its over... And I am sooo happy to be getting back to myself again.. And I kinda partially owe that to a certin person..But I cannot elborate on that at this time.. But he knows who he is and knows how much i care for him :).. So in my opinion things are looking up.. And happy to be awake and enjoying my life once again. True happiness hasnt shown its face in awhile.. Nice to know it still exsists..

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everstarven
05:24 Sep 27 2010

Embrace this "New" life with open arms x

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DwellingWithinDarkness
00:21 Oct 02 2010

I absolutely am.. Thank you for the advice.. Much appreciated :)

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