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Let the rain come down and wash his tears away.

Let the wind come and bring breezes filled with scents of lavender and sage to calm him.

Let the fire come and burn away this skin that holds the memory of our last embrace.

Let the earth come up from below and swallow me up.

Let your soul be healed and set free from the pain that has been caused by me.

Let him know how much I need him in my life.

Take my heart, hold it close.

Don’t give it all away at the first sign of trouble.

Promise me you will see the truth in my eyes.

My fragile body is crumbling under the effort of trying to make you understand.

I wish you could understand what I mean when I tell you I love you.

I mean you tell me how to live my life, and that’s okay.

You tell me you want me to be your wife, and that’s great.

Trust me when I say,

I love you

You shimmer,

Transform inside out,

Strobe into a thousand frames--

Your voice like honey,

Like acid flowing through my brain;

Though Venus brightly glitters

Like a lovely icy sliver

In your eye--

Still I crave to be abused

In the precious name of servitude.



You quiver,

Bend in and out of shape,

Burst into a thousand flames--

Your smile like sunlight,

Like hemlock seeping through my veins;

Though Venus brightly glitters

Like a lovely icy sliver

In your eye--

Still I crave to be abused

In the precious name of servitude.



The sharp echo of your high heels,

The numbing perfume in the air,

The pointless self-recriminations

That one tries so hard not to spare--

Nothing else is left;

Bit by bit,

I crumble

With every nasty step of your departing feet--

How good it feels to loath myself and weep!

The flames lick at my fingertips as I dance around the fire.

My arms reach towards the wonderful heat.

I touch the burning orange glow and watch as the ashes fly.

My foot brushes the embers as more sparks soar.

I feel nothing.

No pain.

No heat.

Nothing but power.

Glorious power.

I yell out to the sky that I feel nothing.

She cries to me.

Her tears fall upon me, fall upon the fire.

Slowly, the embers begin to die out and fade away.

And all of a sudden they no longer glow.

I feel the power slowly leave my body.

I see the soft light go from the sky,

and once again,

I am shrouded in darkness.

When I look into your eyes

I can see unyielding passion

unconditional love and devotion

compassion, compromise, beauty

you make me feel complete

filling the void, making the memories

deep within me, fade

almost as though they never

ever happened



When I look into your eyes

I see the pride within you

the love you radiate

the kindness you show when we're alone

you turn my life around

every time you smile

every time you laugh

making the terrors burn away

gone away



And through all of the passion

all of the love, I

still need you

through all of the memories

all of the crying

I still need you

Every morning I wake up,

worse off than the night before.

Every afternoon I deal with the pain of life,

with no guidance from those closest to me.

Every evening the tears fall,

with nothing but my pillow to catch them.

Every night I think of him,

when I know there is no use hoping.

Obsession is quiet

Soft as a rose petal

Obsession is vanilla

Smells sweet, tastes like poison

Obsession is water

Rushing about

Obsession looks flushed

Crazy