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Fading into a world so fogged by dreams of passion. We are the princesses with no prince. No knight to save us from the tower. Just the dragons breath of fire to keep us warm at night. I wonder sometimes of the fantasy that can be burned into our brains as children. In this day and age do too many of us settle for less then we should? Most of us crave any from of attention to the point of lowering out standards beyond belief. Though what went so wrong in this world. 50 years ago there was respect. Love really existed and family meant something. Or was this all fake. A mask upon problems that have been around forever. I know so many girls that dream of the man that will come sweep them off their feet. Though now it seems to be nothing but women called whores and children with no fathers. So many mothers left home crying wondering if the men they once loved will ever come home to their children and family. Used, abused, and tossed to the side. Respect is something that no longer seems to exist in most. I wonder sometimes if people really know what their actions do to the people around them. Maybe one day they will realize I just hope its not too late.

So sick of having to deal with his selfish stupidity. Unable to understand his actions and choices and his lack of responsibility. We have a 10 month old son together and most of the time I'm talking to him I feel like I'm talking to a 12 year old babysitter that I'm scared to leave my kid with rather then a father. Every excuse to not see him and then complain when you call me last minute and I cant have him ready for you because hes sleeping or we are already out doing something. I'm sick of the stress and the games... lies and stupidity we broke up because I already have 2 kids I dont need a 24 year old child to look after as well but yet you try and make me out to be the bad guy when all I'm trying to do is protect my son and do whats best for him. Yeah I'm the horrible parent because I want my son in bed before midnight and because I think if you wanna take him out of town you need to have money in case there is an emergency oh yes such a bad mom whatever..... sorry for the rant but I needed to get it out

Well after a year and a half I'm glad to be back. It may take me some time to get everything set up but be patient with me with 2 kids and college time is something I dont have a ton of