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she never knew what hit her when she first met the love of her life she thought he was a sweet caring guy always taking her out places buying her flowers and always spending time with her he never even left her side until the night he left his mark on her she never thought he would ever do that he did,nt seem like that type of guy he really showed his real color the night they got into a big fight over him cheating on her she confronted him about it and he just lost his temper and hit her in the face yelling at her as loud as he could.
she just layed there on the floor holding her face she just could,nt beleive he did that she watched him walk out the door she just could,nt move cause of being scared that he might come back to do worse

i have been sitting here all day talking on skype with my bestfriend and leveling my profile oh what fun it is haha (not) but i dont mind leveling it keeps my mind from going crazy and keeps me sane.
i,m hooked on VR but not as bad as i was back in the day i use to stay up all night leveling my profile and writing in my journal all the time its one of the way i level i really enjoy writing about differant things.

What can i do?
am i a bad person?
why do i feel like i,m lost in a dark cave
never to find my way out i feel like no one
hears my cry.i dont feel like myself anymore
why am i so lost?

can someone answer me?

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Dakotah
16:31 Aug 26 2019

Sounds like to me you need to make some life changes. I do not think you are a bad person.

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DreamEscape
17:02 Aug 26 2019

thank you Dakotah

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markus666
14:12 Aug 29 2019

Your age will make an impact in your decisions as how to get off the "cave". I moved around, just like the animals in the jungle. looking for better pasture. Set a goal, work on that goal, and at the end, fulfill that goal. remember, an idea that can not be converted into action, is a bad idea. Good luck and remember, the clan is always here.

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there are some people that drives me insane
and it dont take much to make me insane
makes me want reach through the computer
and bitch slap someone ugh...

i was woken up by my aunt judy this morning..i was in deep sleep when she woke me up but i,m kinda used to it by now shes been waking me up for over a year now.
after i had a cup of coffee i walked to the store for a pack of smokes and a scratch off nice girl i like is working today shes really nice and i enjoy talking to her.

i cover my face with a mask
to hide the pain the hurt
thats deep within my soul
i hide the tears that rolls
down my cheeks.
the darkness that covers
my heart completely they
will never see my feelings or
my soul.

written by
DreamEscape

8-22-2019

i was thinking reather to post an entry today or not
i wake up with a message from my godchild that cat
blocked my boundbychains and i dont even know the
reason why i was blocked on that account.
i just got my wiffii back on because we had a
power outage in my area that lasted two days
not trying to cause trouble just wondering why
i was blocked in the coven?

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ElenaSalvatore
15:58 Aug 19 2019

Rather*
I*
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Wi-Fi*
Sorry just trying to help you out... Is that annoying.

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DreamEscape
16:03 Aug 19 2019

lol..not at all..i attend to misspell when i,m still half asleep lol

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ElenaSalvatore
16:08 Aug 19 2019

Lol. sometimes when the words are spelled wrong I m just like... UGHHH... I have OCD and Anxiety so that probably explains why.

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ElenaSalvatore
16:08 Aug 19 2019

I'm*

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DreamEscape
16:13 Aug 19 2019

so do i..but i attend to not pay att to it when i,m trying to wake up
i been up since 3 this morning only taking a few hour nap lol

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i woke up to use the bathroom and could,nt fall back to sleep
so i guess i,m awake for the day until i get tired again which wont be for awhile
i,m drinking coffee and writing in my journal about stupid shit haha

its morning and i,m wide awake drinking coffee and just relaxing a little
i was thinking about going to lay back down but i,m not to sure all i want to do is
level my profile.was thinking about playing a game for awhile or even watching tv with my aunt but eh i dont know what to do.

sitting here without coffee been drinking either tea or soda
i need coffee lol

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ABHORASHX
14:16 Aug 16 2019

I'll drink and extra cup for you. :)

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DreamEscape
14:22 Aug 16 2019

thank you

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walking down the path
i see nothing but darkness
theres just silince
i keep on walking my
heart pounding within my
chest.
i never want to see your face again
or hear your voice anymore please
take your pain from me

she walks down a dirt road enjoying the fresh air she finds a shady area and sits down near a feild of pretty flowers she takes a deep breath enjoying the secent of the flowers she closes her eyes drifting into thoughts of him.she met him during her shift at the hospital last night she just could not take her eyes off him so now she could,nt stop thinking about him she started to drift into a light sleep from the night shifts that shes been working she felt relaxed under the willo tree hearing the sound of the wind blowing she slowly opens her eyes seeing the man she met last night standing infront of her she jumps up really fast..omg you scared me she said softly as she brushes of the dirt from her pants..he looks at her with baby blue eyes..what you doing sleeping under this tree he laughs.
she puts her eyes on him..well i got tired of walking so i found this tree and sat down under it i must of fallen asleep for a short time she clears her throat alittle..what you doing here? she would ask him as she giggles to herself..i never thought i would see you again after lastnights fight with big shots at the hospital.

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DeviousDesires
20:46 Aug 17 2019

damn

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i been thinking about whats going on in canda i feel bad for the people there having to be on lock down for so long i sure hope they catch those boys soon that way everyone can go on with their lives its got to be boring not being able to go outside to enjoy the weather i would go completely nuts being in doors that long well their searching for the boys that been going around killing people they need to be behind bars for life never seeing the world outside again
i sure hope they dont make their way here cause the cops here would for sure catch them

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Dakotah
17:41 Aug 02 2019

They lifted the lock down in my area. Now they think they might be dead in the woods.

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DreamEscape
17:48 Aug 02 2019

oh no well thats what they get for being in the woods with the bears and other animals that lives in the woods

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i have been sitting here drinking my coffee and leveling my profile and thinking about playing one of my games i just dont know which one yet