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I've tried many things to release the pain in my life. Screaming doesn't help. It only makes it worse. Beating something only makes it go away for a short while. Causing more pain to myself helps sometime, but those wounds heal. The ones inside of me don't. The one thing I can't do is cry. I've cried before and I was looked upon as a weakling. People didn't take pity on me. They only mocked me more. This world is cruel. Maybe one day I will be able to answer that age old question, " What is wrong with me" ?

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Isis101
23:21 Oct 24 2008

There is nothing wrong with crying...get it out, and to hell with others' opinions.

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A feeling of pain in my chest is never pleasant. It starts off as though something is sticking their fist in my chest and then the pain surges through my body. The pain turns into sufferring. The sufferring turns into anger. My anger is something that is brought about by the many demons in my life. The demons that torment me day and night. Just know that judgment will come. The reaper will collect what is his.

How many people are we? Most of the time I'm calm. I'm even nice to people. Sometimes, I'm full of rage. I've been mad before but now my emotions seem to be changing. If someone lookds at me wrong, I just want to end them. I feel like I have a beast inside of me wanting to get out. He wants to take over and I don't know how much longer I can hold him back. My medalion helps. It can make me feel calm again, but what if I loose it? What will I do then?

For those who kill and those who will be killed, they will see one person after they die. Death, Grim Reaper, or the Man in Black. He goes by many names. His touch affects those in life and after death. As an immortal, we can cheat death. Those who die around us will meet him. We see his work, but we will never get to know him. He has touched as many lives as there have been made. To be able to sit down with Death and ask him who his favorite life was to take. I would think that he still finds some emotion in his work. Whether you meet him or not, don't treat him like a fortune cookie. He won't predict your future because you won't have one. Just look at him and say, " Thanks for the trip. " Who knows, maybe he will let you bumb a smoke.