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2 days left in the States, 1 day where I am right now... I do and don't want to go... right now I'm sad because I'll be alone again... =(

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Dragonrouge
22:18 Oct 29 2008

*gives him/her a white horse*

Go and save Draky!

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I'm sick. Not hugely, I have a cold, exacerbated by the chilly Pennsylvania weather.



I don't really mind though.



For the first time ever I have someone looking after me when I'm sick.



*is snuggly and loved*

*sigh*



Human relationships are just so complex.



Sometimes I wonder whether things would be better if we all just lived with animal passion. Simpler, yes. Better? Not sure.



The problem with human relationships is the intricacy and nuances of emotion. Emotion is such a horrible thing sometime. But then we wouldn't be what we are without it.



In the course of a typical day right now, I go from feeling happy when I wake up, to resigned at the day, aroused, satiated, worried, frustrated, jealous, left out, down, stressed, jealous again, frustrated again, stressed some more, then happy when I go to bed again.



It's wearing me out.



Am I thinking that the happy bits outweigh the non-happy bits? That those little bits are what makes the rest of the crap I have to endure worthwhile?



Is the depth of human emotion worth riding out the abyss to climb to the crest, only to fall back into it again?



The other horrible thing about emotion is how addictive it is. And so the circle continues...

So due to circumstances beyond my control (unsecured wifi network I was leeching off got secured... dammit... maybe shouldn't be downloading quite so much next time... :P) I've been offline for the past week or more. Currently I'm sitting in the airport at Savannah trying to fly to my next port of call... I say trying because I attempted it last night but missed the flight which was a humiliating experience to say the least.



However I'm sure Eris has her means and ways and thankfully I have a better friend than I could ever have hoped to gain who looked after me despite my protestations and bitchiness. Thank you hunni. Love you much.

Right now pretty much the whole world is annoying me.



Which is difficult to manage when I'm halfway across the world from people who I'd normally turn to in this instance.



*sigh*



Tomorrow it will most likely be all a case of mistaken purposes, but right now.... oooo I want blood and death.

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Dragonrouge
17:33 Oct 06 2008

Unleash hell!

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