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ME fic: Leaving Home

15:01 Dec 24 2010
Times Read: 629


Some generic Mass Effect randomness that hit me today while I was trolling YouTube.

















The Mako trundled over another ridge, tyres scrambling for purchase on the scree, and balanced precariously on the edge, teetering slightly.



Kaidan gripped the restraints tightly and eyed the drop with apprehension. “Ah, Commander?”



“Mmm?”



“Don’t you think we should, you know, move to somewhere more secure?” The Mako shifted ever so slightly and he braced himself further.



Shepard chuckled softly, a low rich sound in the confines of the cab. She reached over casually and patted him on the knee. “Don’t worry, Lieutenant. You’re perfectly safe here with me.”



Kaidan flushed, though in the ruddy glow of Agebinium’s sun it was unnoticeable. She glanced at him and smiled, then returned her attention to the view beyond the screens.



He had to admit it was a compelling panorama: a bare exotic world bathed in red from the star hovering far too closely and menacingly above. The rocky bones of the planet protruded harshly into the thin atmosphere, casting stark shadows across the landscape. Distant stars sparkled in the plush, almost violet field behind the sun, and the eerie wailing of an alien wind could be heard even above the Mako’s idling engines.



“So, why have we stopped? There’s nothing here now you’ve sorted out that issue with the probe.”



Shepard took a deep breath and gestured at the scene outside. “Just look at it, Kaidan. Look at it. It’s another world. Somewhere hardly anyone’s been. Don’t you find it beautiful? And impossible?



“Just think. We’re a million light-years away from Earth. We’ve come from the only place humanity has ever been. Our cradle, I guess. And now we’re here. Two hundred years ago, this – being on another world, travelling between stars – was only a dream. Something people told stories or made vids about. Hell, even a hundred years ago it was impossible.



“And yet here we are, today. On another planet. Think about it, Kaidan. We’ve left our home world. We’ve gone off into space and we’re exploring all these other worlds. Across almost the entire galaxy, seeing all the beauty these worlds have to offer, no matter how different it is from our own.”



She stared out the window, eyes drinking in all that lay beyond. “We’ve left home,” she added dreamily. “Left home, and the stars are our heritage now. All the stars, and all the worlds, all there for us to find.”



She turned and looked at him quite seriously. “Doesn’t it take your breath away?”



He looked at her, pale skin rosy in the sunlight, eyes wide and sparkling with life and wonder. “You take my breath away,” he replied huskily, and leaned to kiss her over the centre console.










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ME fic: The Problem With Illium

08:49 Dec 19 2010
Times Read: 632


Samara sighed. Her meditations did not currently bring her peace. The endless scrolling vista of the stars was not the tranquil balm to her soul it usually was.



With a decisive movement, she got up and walked; long, graceful strides taking her everywhere and nowhere while she pondered what was wrong.



Her heels clicked on the decking as she made her way down the corridor and back again, thinking. She turned into the mess area, passing crew members eating, nodding absently to Mess Sergeant Gardner. The man looked… content. He was happily serving up whatever was on the menu for tonight’s meal and bantering with those waiting to eat. He still moved slightly hesitantly, favoring his side after the rescue from the Collector base, but he performed his duties with purpose and care.



Samara’s steps faltered as she was struck by a thought: purpose. Yes, that was what she was lacking. Her own personal quest was now ended with Shepard’s help. Her oath to the commander was now expired with the destruction of the Collector base. For the first time in over four hundred years, she was without purpose. She was at a loose end. She was… bored. While it was a novel experience, she didn’t appreciate it. She needed something to do, a new quest to devote herself to.



Smiling gently, Samara turned and made her way to the nearest extranet terminal. She had some research to do, and a favor to ask of Shepard. Though truth be told he never minded any excuse to call on the Shadow Broker these days.



oOo




The Code of the Justicars was rigid, unyielding. It did not allow for shades of grey, only black and white. Yes and no. Guilty and innocent.



The problem with Illium, Samara mused as she watched the Normandy lift gracefully from dock and disappear into the sunset, was that it was all grey. It was a place where criminality was legally defined and contractually ratified. And while she detested certain aspects of it – indentured servitude or red sand trading for example – provided it was done within the confines of the law, and provided she didn’t probe too deeply, she was obliged to turn a blind eye.



Samara hefted a duffle bag, turned and strode to the trading floor, ignoring the concierge as she went, watching the activity around her through cynical eyes. Traders and buyers alike thronged and milled on the floor in a cacophony of commercial frenzy. The asari amongst them took one look at her and skittered out of her way, taking their non-asari companions with them, avoiding her path like so many pyjacks running from the presence of an alpha varren. Inwardly she couldn’t help but feel slightly pleased.



Her elegant stalk faltered minutely with the fleeting recollection of Harbinger’s dark voice: “Your species has caught the attention of those infinitely your greater.” She shook her head and continued. Even though it hadn’t been directed at her specifically, she still remembered the overweening arrogance, the cold superiority, the ruthless unfeeling alien-ness of it. It served as a welcome reminder: hubris, her besetting sin. Even after four centuries a Justicar, it still haunted her. She would atone tonight, in the privacy of her quarters. Once she found some, of course.



Samara sighed. And there was something she missed, already. After a few months of living on the Normandy, she missed the luxury of having her own quarters, having meals prepared for her. Most especially, she missed the companionship of like-minded warriors around her. It was surprising how quickly one grew used to these things, she mused. Well, she would register herself for tracking and see to her business. There was no point in delay.



The Justicar shifted her bag on her shoulder and continued on through the crowd, trailing a bubble of silence and peace behind her that was quickly swallowed by the ever-hungry gods of capitalism.



oOo




Tracking officer Dara was, as usual, buried to the neck in overdue reports and updates to be sorted through. She complained quietly to herself as she cleared her work list.



“Stupid reports,” she grumbled as she filed entries. “Stupid transients and their stupid tracking requirements,” she added, savagely hitting keys on her virtual keyboard. The dull thump of her fingers drumming the surface of her desk was in no way satisfying. It did, however, serve to mute the measured click of booted heels against the flooring of her office.



Consequently, the clearing of a throat behind her scared the crap out of Dara, and she whirled in her seat, hand pressed to her heart which was thumping unpleasantly.



“Don’t do that…” she started to exclaim, and then realized who it was.



Heeled boots planted firmly on the flooring, long legs elegantly clad in scarlet leather, a heavy duffle bag over one shoulder, and a smooth, impassive face with distinctive jewelry.



“Justicar Samara!” Dara stammered and jumped to her feet. “Please forgive me; it is a pleasure to have you here! Ah… to what do I owe the honor?”



“I am merely here to register myself for tracking, as is required.”



Dara’s face froze. “Tracking? You’re… staying on Illium then?”



Samara inclined her head. “For the moment, yes.”



“Um. May I ask why?”



Samara considered the officer before replying. “It has come to my attention that Illium has been experiencing problems with a certain Eclipse Sister who is trying to make a name for herself.”



Dara looked confused. “All Eclipse Sisters try to make names for themselves, Justicar. That’s what they do.”



“This one, perhaps, has been going above and beyond the norm, Officer Dara. She has brought herself and her deeds to my attention.”



Dara blanched, no mean feat for an asari. “I see. Well, uh, I’ll just register you then, and you can be on your way.”



Seating herself at her terminal, she quickly brought up a new screen and her fingers danced over the holographic keys. “And… there. You’re registered.”



Samara smiled gently. “My thanks, Officer Dara.”



“You’re welcome, Justicar. Is there anything else I can do for you?”



“Thank you, there is nothing I require. I will let you be about your business.”



Dara heaved a sigh of relief as Samara turned and walked out of her station and into the crowds on the floor. She tapped her comm. system and dialed a number. “Detective? It’s Dara. I have some good news and some bad news. Remember your little problem with the Sisterhood…?”



oOo




Samara had found a small, neglected Temple of the Goddess tucked away from the trading floor in one of the less hectic and more run down areas of the city, and the priestesses there had gladly offered her a cell for a few nights. She had spent most of the night in meditation and atonement, and had risen with the dawn to prepare herself for her hunt. She felt refreshed, cleansed, revitalized and eager.



She broke her fast in silence, surrounded by the aging but graceful forms of the priestesses. Many of them had seen Justicars at work in their long lifetimes. They glanced at her incuriously as she ate, and she felt humbled by their inattention. It was truly a timely reminder of her place and her vows.



Letting the peace of the Temple enfold her, she cleaned and checked her rifle, snapped it to her armor, and strode out of the building. She had much to do.



oOo




Detective Anaya’s superiors had again been of no uncertain terms at her news. Do not let the Justicar disrupt commercial operations or relations with the alien races. Anaya snorted. She’d like to see any of them try to stop a Justicar from doing anything she wanted. She drank too much coffee, and spent the early hours of the morning nervously shuffling datapads on her desk, rereading meaningless emails, and fidgeting like a maiden on her first merc tour, waiting for the visitor she knew she would have.



Finally, when the caffeine was giving her the jitters and a dry mouth, she heard a stately, measured tread approaching across the floor, and looked up as the Justicar approached. She stood, smoothing sweat-dampened palms down the thighs of her uniform, and offered her hand. “Justicar Samara. Welcome back to my division. I hear you have another task in mind.”



Samara looked at her hand curiously before taking it, almost gingerly. “Detective Anaya. It is good to see you again.”



Anaya smiled. “I’m sure,” she said dryly. She waved at the seat across the desk and took her own. “Now. What are you after, and how can I help?”



Seating herself gracefully, Samara crossed her legs and settled back. “It has recently come to my attention that you have an escalating issue with the remnants of the Eclipse Sisterhood.”



The detective nodded shortly. That was certainly no secret. The Sisterhood had been decimated in the wake of Shepard’s blitz through the spaceport several months ago, giving rise to struggles as various would-be leaders sought to fill the void created by Wasea’s unlamented demise.



Samara leaned forward, gesturing slightly. “I’ve also heard that the Sisterhood has taken to increasing their murder count as a requirement for membership. That they have started to turn their attentions towards terrorizing innocent civilians. And that they’re letting bystanders be caught in their crossfire.”



Anaya grimaced. That was certainly true. In the last month alone the number of homicides in the port district had doubled. Daylight armed robberies by small bands of well trained, well equipped asari (who curiously bore no insignia or badge) had started taking place amongst the merchants and traders, to the extent that no one traveled by themselves any more if they could at all help it.



“Not to mention,” Samara continued, “the recent attempt on your own life by the Sisterhood.”



Anaya’s eyes narrowed. “And just how did you find this out, Justicar?”



Samara gave her a small smile. “I have my sources, Detective. Or rather, my friends do.”



Anaya harrumphed. “I’ll just bet you do. It helps when your friends are considered heroes, though.” She thought for a moment. “Okay I’ll bite. What have you got, and what do you want?”



Samara blinked, slowly, and regarded her. “What I have is information on who is behind these problems, and her general location. What I want is the ability to pursue this information and deal with this problem. Unhindered.”



“I see.” Anaya leaned back in her chair and crossed her arms. “It’s the unhindered part that will cause the most problems, of course. My superiors are already on my ass… er, back about having you here.” She got up and paced, thinking furiously while the Justicar watched.



“Were you planning on blowing up any buildings while you were here?” she asked.



“I will only do what needs to be done,” Samara replied serenely.



The detective snorted. “That’s what I’m afraid of.” She waved her arm out at the spaceport beyond the station. “Repair crews are still picking up pieces of gunship from down in the warehouses, you know. That kind of thing is bad for business.”



Samara shrugged one elegant shoulder. “With all due respect, that was none of my doing. Blame Shepard for the explosions and the destruction, not me.”



Anaya grinned. “Yes, I hear he’s good at that.” She smiled at Samara, the Justicar hesitantly returning the gesture. She came to a decision.



“Right. Here’s what we’ll do.” She sat back down, gesturing. “I will hire you as a consultant. Your job is to formulate and execute the best plan for ridding us of our little Eclipse issue here. I assume you have no objections to signing a contract?” she queried.



The Justicar considered this. “I would have to study the clauses most carefully, but I do not see that that should be an issue.



Anaya nodded. “We will work it into your contract that you will have unilateral decision making and executory powers. I will remind my superiors of how much this little Eclipse spree is setting us back in staffing costs, at the very least, not to mention the political fallout from the continued incidents. In return, you should not be hounded by my superiors. How does that sound?”



Samara nodded. “I believe that will be satisfactory.”



Anaya rubbed her hands together. “Good! Well, I’ll start drawing this up. I’ll have the contract sent to your quarters tonight. Where are you staying?”



“At the Temple of the Goddess in the Taran quarter, off Zila Street.”



“Good. I know the place. I’ll have a courier deliver it.”



She stood and extended a hand. This time Samara took it firmly, without hesitation.



“I’m looking forward to working with you, Justicar.”



“And I you, Detective.”



Anaya sat down and immediately started typing. Samara strode out of the station. She had just reached the door when the detective called after her.



“Oh, Justicar. I don’t suppose you’d care to share who’s behind this?”



“Elnora,” Samara said as the doors closed on her heels.



“Damn. Shepard should’ve killed her when he had the chance,” Anaya grumbled.

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ME fic: Passion

09:55 Dec 13 2010
Times Read: 643


Another fic in response to the latest prompt at the KAAS forum on BSN.

Prompt:
An argument, between two or more persons, set anywhere with the exception below.

Limit:
Kaidan must be one of the participants or the argument must be about Kaidan. THE ARGUMENT CANNOT BE ON; CANNOT BE ABOUT; CANNOT MENTION IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM HORIZON


“Never underestimate the power of passion.”
Eve Sawyer




A low chime preceded a feminine voice over the comm system. "Councilor?"

"Yes, Saheli?"

"Commander Alenko is here and would like to speak with you."

Anderson thought momentarily, face creasing in a frown, then tapped the comm system. "Send him in, Saheli."

He smoothed his face as the door swooshed open and the commander strode into the room, projecting determination with every inch. Anderson gestured at a seat and he sat stiffly, on edge.

"What can I do for you, Commander?"

Kaidan frowned. "I've come to request approval to be posted to join the crew of the Normandy as an Alliance representative."

Anderson sat back, face impassive. "You want to join them?"

Kaidan nodded once.

"Why?"

"Because you need someone Alliance on that ship. Someone you can trust. Someone who is already familiar with some of the crew and has a... rapport with its commanding officer. Someone who understands what has been and will be required in order to face the Reaper threat."

"Rapport, you say." Kaidan nodded again, without even the grace to flush. Anderson had to admire him for that, at least. "And what makes you think that's what we need? Shepard... the Normandy... is a rogue agent. She's as likely to chase after batarian pirates as she is to combat the Reapers. What makes you think that's something worth supporting?"

Frown deepening, Kaidan leaned forward, the better to impress his urgency on the Councilor. "Councilor, that is precisely the reason why you want me there. You want a stabilizing influence on Shepard. That's me. You want input into her actions, I can do that. You want to make sure she's working in the right direction, working with us and not against us. I will do that for you."

Anderson nodded slowly, maintaining eye contact. "Are you sure that's the only reason, Commander?"

Now Kaidan flushed. "Well... no. But it's the most important one."

Anderson held up a hand and worked hard at projecting nonchalance. "I don't care how you rationalize it to yourself, Alenko. The answer is no."

Kaidan's voice was dangerously quiet. "No?"

"You heard me, Commander. You made your request, and I denied it."

"May I at least know why?"

Anderson sighed. "Because I don't trust you on that ship, with Shepard. Because I know very well what the two of you got up to the last time you were together on a ship, regulations be damned. Because she is not a stabilizing influence on you. And because-" he eyed Kaidan, who was visibly trying to hold in his temper "-because I am your superior officer, and I said so."

Kaidan spoke through clenched teeth. "With all due respect, sir, I am not a child, and that is hardly a valid reason."

"It is all the reason it has to be, Alenko."

His fists bunched at his sides but he remained seated, controlled. "That is hardly fair. Either on Shepard or on me. We worked hard, together, to beat Sovereign and Saren and their geth. With limited backing and continued deniable plausibility from the then Council, I might add. And still we did it. Shepard did it. And now she needs more help than ever and you continue to follow the old Council's path of stonewalling her!"

Anderson sighed. "You know we can't publicly acknowledge Shepard's claims of the Reaper threat, Alenko. We have enough trouble as it is cleaning up her messes behind her. All out gunfights across half the Terminus systems and even here in Citadel space, mercenary wars, destruction of valuable infrastructure and resources... Shepard's a PR nightmare and we are, quite frankly, spending far too much time and money on covering up her little indiscretions."

With a snarl Kaidan leapt to his feet, the chair clattering backwards behind him, as he gestured passionately. "Shepard is out there risking her ass and that of her crew to hold back the Reapers and all you can do is sit here and talk about PR and costs?"

"It's not only PR and costs, Kaidan. It's also the risk of panic if her claims got out into the public space. We can't risk that. The toll on lives and commerciality would be incalculable."

Kaidan sneered. "And how much more incalculable would another Reaper attack on the Citadel be? We're still rebuilding after four years. Imagine the toll if the Reapers attacked one of the colonies. Bekenstein, perhaps. Five and a half million people. Or what about Illium. There's over 84 million people there. Or, god forbid, Earth. Eleven billion. Billion, Councilor. That's what you're risking with your PR rescuing and cost cutting."

He paused, struck by the thought, and studied Anderson's face intently for a moment. When he resumed, his voice was hushed. "My god. That's what you're doing, isn't it? You're waiting for a direct threat. You're waiting for Shepard to flush something out and start fighting it, aren't you? You're waiting for her to fall on the line so you can send out the almighty Alliance fleet and save the day, again."

"You're out of line, Alenko."

"I don't particularly give a damn, Councilor," Kaidan retorted. He slammed his fist down on the desk. "You might be perfectly happy to sacrifice her but I won't have it. I won't just stand by and watch you damn Shepard to hell just so you can get some PR win out of it."

Anderson looked up at Kaidan's face, flushed with anger, and spoke quietly. "I suggest you sit down, Commander, and remember to whom you're speaking."

Their eyes locked, Anderson's flatly implacable while Kaidan's flared with anger and resentment.

They remained frozen, staring, for what seemed an eternity, before Kaidan backed down. He remained standing and crossed his arms. "Well if you won't allow a posting to the Normandy I'd like to request some leave. By my calculations I have six months of unused rec leave. I'd like to take it. Sir."

Anderson snorted. "So you can just go and join the Normandy anyway? No, Commander. Request denied."

Kaidan stared at him, eyes furious. "I don't get it, Councilor. Shepard's the best we have. She stopped a Reaper on foot, for god's sake. She wiped out the Collectors. She's a Spectre. Why don't you trust her?"

Anderson shrugged. "It's not a matter of trust, Commander. Shepard's a liability. A loose cannon."

Kaidan surged forward and hissed dangerously at Anderson. "How can you possibly say that after all she's sacrificed?"

"When will you learn, Alenko, that sometimes you have to sacrifice in order to save?"

Kaidan stared at him, appalled. "You'd seriously sacrifice Shepard?"

Anderson nodded.

"I don't believe you. She was your protégé. You were her mentor. She looked up to you, trusted you. You believed her while we were fighting Saren. What changed?"

Anderson gestured expansively, at the bland sterile room, at the artificial sunlight beyond. "This changed. I have bigger responsibilities now. I can't be distracted by one rogue Spectre and her wild claims of doom and destruction from beyond the stars."

"Rogue Spectre..." murmured Kaidan. "Is that what you really think? Really?" He stared at Anderson searchingly, trying to pierce his impassive mask, then straightened.

"In that case, I have only one thing left to say." He reached up and grabbed his rank and insignia, ripping them from his uniform in one fierce movement, and threw them onto the desk in front of Anderson. "I quit. Consider this my effective resignation from the Alliance. You'll have my written resignation as soon as I can get to a terminal."

"Think about what you're doing, Commander..."

Kaidan gestured savagely. "Alenko. I am no longer a Commander. And I have considered what I'm doing very carefully indeed."

He leaned over Anderson's desk menacingly, voice a low growl. "I will not abandon Shepard, not after everything she's been through, everything we've been through. She needs me. And we need her. And I will support her with everything I've got."

He straightened and strode to the door, pausing as it swooshed open. "And because I love her, and I'll be damned if I abandon her again."

Anderson sighed heavily as the doors closed on Kaidan's back and wiped his hand over his face, unsurprised to see it shaking. He closed his eyes and slumped forwards in his seat, resting his head in his hands.

"Good boy, Kaidan. Good boy."


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ME fic: Shore Leave

13:31 Dec 08 2010
Times Read: 647


Insomnia provokes fic. Short bit of a fic in response to the latest prompt in the KAAS comm in the BSN. I may have taken some liberties with it.



Setting: anytime during Mass Effect 1. Prompt: Kaidan and some guy friends (yes, all males, bwahahahah*) - preferably from the Normandy, but any Alliance or Shepard-affiliated person will do - go out for some drinks. As usual, Shepard is not there, so the guys can talk about Shepard behind his/her back.









"...Shepard... that armor... N7, can you believe it? ...Never struck me as the type. No, really... yeah. Cute!"



Kaidan was standing at the bar, browsing Flux's selection of liquors. He was looking for a bottle of something to take back to the rooms Shepard had booked for them for the night, when he heard it. His ears perked and he surreptitiously glanced around. There, in the corner. A rowdy table of Normandy crew members, just starting their night's drinking by the look of the modest stack of glasses in front of them. He squinted, peering through the gloom of the club. Ah yes, the private from engineering, what was his name? Chase? And the corporal who backed up the rec officer, Grieco. A couple of the female ensigns as well. He didn't know the rest of their names, but their faces looked vaguely familiar.



He sidled a little closer, trying to overhear without being intrusive. The music was loud and he knew he was risking a migraine the longer he stayed, but he persevered. At the least, he'd have something to laugh about with Shepard when he got back.



Chase leant forward conspiratorially, whispering just loud enough for the table to hear him over the music. "I hear that the asari we picked up on Therum has her eye on Shepard too."



Grieco looked disgusted. "No way man, Shepard gets them all. And the asari is hot! I'd do her." How he managed to swagger while sitting Kaidan would never know.



A chorus of catcalls pierced the air and Kaidan winced.



"Give it over Greico... Yeah, you wouldn't know what to do with an asari if one landed in your lap right now! ... You wouldn't even know what to do with a human in your lap right now!" Grieco scowled and folded his arms, clearly huffing.



"Well," a dark haired private waved her drink around the table at her comrades, making them duck out of the way of its splashing contents, "I heard that Shepard is already sweet on someone."



Kaidan stiffened. Did they know? About him and Shepard? No… surely not…



"Ooooohhh!"



She nodded like she'd just imparted some form of profound wisdom.



"Who is it, do you know?"



She shook her head. "Nope, that's all I got. But I know who does know more." She paused dramatically. "Chakwas."



Groans ensued. "You're shitting us Lowe... Yeah give over... You don't know what you're talking about..."



She laughed and swigged her drink, waving down the waitress for another round.



Chase sighed. "I know I'd jump at the chance to do Shepard."



Grieco leered at him. "Hey man, I'd do you too... no wait, I'm pretty sure you have a date with Mrs Palmer there first. She's all lonely like."



Chase threw the dregs of his drink at him and they mock tussled over their beers, the rest of the table laughing and laying bets. The waitress appeared with a full tray and as if by magic they were on their best behavior again.



A blond ensign raised her glass in a toast. "To Shepard, the best damn commander we've had. Also the hottest, with the best ass."



Kaidan stifled a snort and picked up his bottle from the bartender. They didn't know the half of it, he thought, smirking. John was going to laugh his ass off at this.


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DA fic: Strong

04:59 Dec 06 2010
Times Read: 649


So I finally finished my f!Aeducan. A little bit of a drabble in her honour.



I have more planned for her, she surprised me with how much I liked her. I'm not generally a fan of dwarves personally, and warriors even less, but she worked out really well.



Also, hooray for my writing drought breaking!











Sereda Aeducan was many things. Princess. Former exile. Warrior. Mistress of the king who never was. Living Paragon. Grey Warden. Scion of her House. Kinslayer.



But as she faced into the breeze, letting the crisp air flick the ends of her hair back, what she mostly was, was alone. Alone and afraid.



She'd travelled from one end of Ferelden to the other, fought all manner of enemies, made deals, traded secrets and lies. She'd been to the deepest, darkest depths of the lands and climbed the highest mountains. But she'd never been to the sea. It was there before her now, a vast gulping emptiness that made her heart - already battered - shrink and her spirit quail.



She was standing on a dock, with all she possessed in a small bag at her side, waiting for the boat that would take her away from Ferelden and the ruins of all she'd worked for, planned for.



Only three days ago she was secure. She knew what she was doing and how it would happen. She had her position, knew what she was doing. Sure, she was exiled from her birthplace and considered a traitor, but she was content to be what she was. One of only three Grey Wardens remaining in Ferelden. The lover and future mistress of the soon-to-be King Alistair. The warrior who, with the help of those around her, would defeat the Blight.



On the top of a tower it had all come undone.



Ten little words, he'd said, and then he'd bravely gone forth and died. She closed her eyes, remembering that final hideous blast, the scream of tortured air. Did it hurt, she wondered? Were his final moments only of pain? Did his soul explode and shatter as the essence of the Archdemon invaded, or was it more of a quick strangling of all that he was?



She wondered if she blamed herself. If she'd only said yes to the witch's suggestion, only agreed to her plan to let her and Alistair between them create an abomination, he'd still be alive. She knew the risks, knew what would happen if she said no. She'd thought they had time. Thought they were immortal. She thought Riordan would survive to take the blow. So she'd refused. And condemned her love to death.



The breeze was cold on the tiny shining tracks that ran down her cheeks. She brushed them away and told herself it was the salt in the air.



If she were human, no doubt she'd be cursing that Maker of theirs for playing such a cruel trick on her. To take away all she ever knew and leave her outcast and bereft, only to replace it with the strength of someone new. To give her the hope of a new life, then shatter it with the death of the pivotal point of it.



Sereda sighed. Life was cruel, but it continued. She'd never been one for standing around bewailing her misfortune. She hadn't collapsed in a puddle of grief when her brother betrayed her, and she wouldn't do it now. She took a deep breath, letting the coolness of the air wash through her lungs, and looked around.



Their ship was waiting. By tomorrow, she'd have left Ferelden far behind and would be well on her way to whatever the new day brought. A new land, new adventures.



She hefted her bag and walked over to her companions, the assassin who couldn't kill her and the giant who had bowed before her, and smiled wanly at them.



"Let's go," she said, and led the way to the future.


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