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sigh. My day with Him yesterday was so amazing. I made us a steak dinner that I marinated in white wine, garlic, shallot, chili pepper, and black pepper, with a baked potato and grilled veggies.

we stayed up all night just talking and playing. He woke me up this morning and after I said bye, He set off on his trip. :,-( Im really sad and I miss Him a lot already. He did say that when He gets back He wont only just have a surprise for me but He will start my motorcycle lessons. so im looking forward to that. I just hope He has a safe and productive trip....

this morning He told me He would be taking a business trip to Phoenix for a week. He leaves Friday. im pretty scared, I haven't been away from Him that long. He said when He gets back He will have a surprise but nothing like ive gotten before. While He's gone He said He wants me to "take it easy and relax". Since He'll be gone I wont have anything to do at His house.

Im happy because I have a few things planed for my Son and I but im also very confused. Normally when I have my Son He just asks that I check in. while my Son is with his father im with Him. so He will be gone 8 days. I will only have my Son 4 of those days. what the hell am I going to do the other 4? He wont even have His phone with Him since its a business trip... this is one situation would really like advice on.... :,-(

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fr4gil3
01:23 Mar 13 2014

4 Days IS a long time without Him, but it's doable. My advice for things to do would be to tidy. Make sure everything's nice and organised by the time he gets back. Do some research about your lifestyle...eg Gorean poses or the role of a submissive...

Perhaps write in a journal, documenting your time without Him...Just some ideas

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Drakaina
01:46 Mar 13 2014

thank you. I already miss him. ill be happy when he gets back.

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so I guess I should maybe tell a little bit about my relationship. first He is 9 years older than me. I am 21 at the moment. I first met him when I was 13. though we have only recently cultivated a relationship. I have been seeing him for the past 17 almost 18 months.

this next part is the part where I would like no judging. theres no reason to be hateful or vulgar.

We are in a Master slave relationship. He is my Sir. I love him completely. the only other person in my life I have felt this kind of love for is my beautiful Son. ( no sadly my Son is not His Son. )

making Him happy genuinely makes me happy. I get giddy and airy when I know im about to see Him.

He has broken down all my walls. before entering into a relationship with Him I believed that what I liked and when I enjoyed was wrong. but He has made me so comfortable being who i am and has shown me how to embrace what i once thought was wrong.

i am totally and fully grateful to Him.

So He gave me permission to write a bit in this journal... so I guess ill get started.



so hi. my name is Drakaina. yes that is my real life name. I am Greek. yes in real life. I don't see the point in lying here, im not here to impress anyone. this is just a way to pass time while He is at work and after ive completed my tasks. I guess what im looking for on VR is to find other females who are in a similar situation as I am. maybe females who have more experience and advice.

I realize not everyone is going to understand my situation and that's ok. my relationship may not be what you think is normal but on the flip side your relationship may not be something I find normal. you can not fully understand something and still be respectful about it. so I would really appreciate it if no one judges. thank you. I think that's it for now.

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fr4gil3
00:53 Mar 12 2014

Interesting. Please, if it's ok with Him, inbox me more info

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