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What's really the point of it. All it does is continue to bring you down, even when it's something simple. If you give up hope then you can never feel bad about something not happening even though you don't really have something to strive for either. Wondering if maybe that's the way to go any more. Maybe I won't be constantly disappointed when things don't happen then. All I ever feel is hurt, then have no one else to really talk to...at least around me...because it always involves any kind of relationship of course. Anything else I do is just goals instead of hope. Can't really talk to to many around me because they have course have someone and will always give you the...don't worry, it'll happen...kind of thing. They can say that because it already happened! That's like saying sorry when you find out someone died...even though you had NO idea who they were. It's meaningless to me. Give someone that I also like. with real and true intentions, and then maybe I'll have something to hope for again...