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You Envy Me?

09:53 Dec 24 2009
Times Read: 561


You envy me?

What am I? A vampire.

Nothing you would understand.

Yet you envy me?

You live in a completely different realm than I...

You will never understand.

I am nothing but a tortured soul.

That is what a vampire is.

Nothing but a tortured soul...

Searching to cure the thirst.

Searching to ease the torment.

My life is not what you think...

How can anyone envy what I have?

Envy the long, lonely nights?

Envy the torture of that horrible thirst?

Envy the burning flesh when in the sun?

What is there that you find so fascinating about me?

I am nothing but darkness and pain.

My life is lonely and long, full of disbelief.

Disbelief of myself, disbelief by others.

It is not fun... it is not glamorous.

My life is an eternal struggle.

A struggle with my dark soul,

and that damned thirst for blood.

A struggle for energy, the force that will keep me going,

and without it... I will not die...

for death is to fitting an escape.

Instead I will suffer in pain and loneliness never ending.

This is my life...

Nothing to envy here,

Nothing here but emptiness to be filled.

And you envy me...?


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vkthevampire
vkthevampire
17:33 Dec 26 2009

You as always know how to use words.

I am gonna place this in other profile, because I liked it.

Thank you for this words, maybe something happened to you.

If I can let me drown your loneliness.

You have me. You know it.

Maybe you try to ignore it, but it is, just like that.





hannahrose
hannahrose
08:10 Dec 27 2009

VERY TOUCHING AND YOU HAVE A REAL GIFT FOR POETRY XX





marilyn
marilyn
11:22 Jan 24 2010

i know how you feel i am in some ways like you see i was born with I.T.P. a blood illnest i can not go out in sun with out my sun glasses and some cream to the heat out also it burns me and i end up with a rash hurts me so much i cry my eyes and i burn so much that it last for days and some people look at and call me a freak .I pray ta night for someone to me away forever and i love vampires so much that i prayed to be a one too love. forevermarilyn.





 

The Vampire, Lord Lytton 1858

00:34 Dec 11 2009
Times Read: 589


I found a corpse, with glittering hair,

Of a woman whose face, tho' dead,

The white death in it had left still fair,

Too fair for an earthly bed!

So I loosened each fold of her bright curls roll'd

From forehead to foot in a rush of red gold,

And kissed her lips till her lips were red,

And warm and light on her eyelids white

I breath'd, and pressed unto mine her breast,

Till the blue eyes oped and the breast grew warm,

And this woman, behold! arose up bold,

And lifelike lifting a wilful arm,

With steady feet from the winding sheet

Stepp'd forth to a mutter'd charm.



And now beside me, whatever betide me,

This woman is, night and day.

For she cleaves to me so, that, wherever I go

She is with me the whole of the way.

And her eyes are so bright in the dead of the night,

That they keep me awake with dread;

While my life blood pales in my veins and fails,

Because her red lips are so red

That I fear 'tis my heart she must eat for her food;

And it makes my whole flesh creep

To think she is drinking and draining my blood,

Unawares, if I chance to sleep.



It were better for me, ere I came nigh her, -

This corpse, - ere I looked upon her, -

Had they burn'd my body with penal fire

With a sorcerer's dishonour.

For when the devil has made his lair

In the living eyes of a dear dead woman,

(To bind a man's strength by her golden hair,

And break his heart, if his heart be human),

Is there any penance, or any prayer,

That may save the sinner whose soul he tries

To catch in the curse of the constant stare

Of those heartbreaking bewildering eyes, -

Comfortless, cavernous glowworms that glare

From the gaping grave where a dead hope lies?

It is more than the soul of a man may bear.

For the misery worst of all miseries

Is Desire eternally feeding Despair

On the flesh, or the blood, that forever supplies

Life more than enough to keep fresh in repair

The death ever dying, which yet never dies.


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TheVampyreNico
TheVampyreNico
05:46 Dec 12 2009

That was truely beautiful poem indeed I enjoyed reading that one thank you for sharing that with all the readers out here. ~Nico~





Lovise
Lovise
09:07 Dec 12 2009

What of life when a vampire cries

Do we die while we live?

Do we live while we die?



I'd say it was both

Before each of our eyes, pain is worth suffering when a vampire cries.



These violent delights have violent ends, and in their triumph die like fire and powder. Which, as they kiss, consume.



You write some very touching snippet of emotional portrature. It's interesting to go through a journal to see this. It spans just over a year now, and there's a clear evolution. That emptions which he have felt, have been fittingly captured. Good job!





vkthevampire
vkthevampire
11:45 Dec 12 2009

Very Nice & Elegant



marilyn
marilyn
11:37 Jan 24 2010

I love your poems with my heart &soul you touch me so deeply i have tears that come the side of my face i feel so much for the way you make the words go in so deeply with me thankyou for being a friend love. forevermarilyn.








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