I'm sitting here alone and quiet,
With all these thoughts rushing through my head.
All these regrets I have from life
Leave me feeling there are things I must say.
All these apologies aimed at no-one,
Forever directed to all.
I apologise for my stubborn nature. I've finally learnt I'm never right.
I apologise for thinking I was better than you. I now know I'm nothing in your eyes.
I apologise for always speaking my mind. I realise my opinion's never wanted.
I apologise for speaking of associations. I had no right talking to people you knew.
I apologise for thinking anyone would like me. People don't feel for things that don't matter.
I apologise for doing things right or wrong. You'll never be satisfied with whatever I do.
I apologise for feeling happiness. I don't deserve it in my life.
I apologise for being depressed. I have so much to be thankful for.
I apologise for actions taken. They seemed neccessary at the time.
I apologise for being sorry. I can't help feeling you were my fault.
-M.D-
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