Guardian, protector, demon, black magic.. who knows?07:24 Jul 02 2013
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Have you ever willed something to happen, and surprisngly enough, it does?
Well, this happens to me on a regular basis. With just about everything I can think of that's reasonable.
There was this time, where a person I knew claimed I was a practicioner of black magic, or even the Anti Christ. He said such things as he had noticed all those to stand in my path and threaten me had mysteriously ended up in tragic accidents or fallen in with unexplainable sudden lethal illnesses. To this day, I am unsure of why this happens, but it does.
Continuing the story, he said it was his "Christian Duty" to prevent me from doing any more "evil." I simply told him that, if he physically threatens me, or poses a threat to me, I would do what was necessary to have him lower his attack. He didn't listen.
The next day, rather night, i'm out taking a walk around my local community, when said person spots me across the street under a lampost. He gazes over, and shouts "Evil! Child of satan! child of satan!"
I simply rolled my eyes, and laughed.
The next thing I know, he is crossing the street approaching me. As he gets closer, I feel a dark, unexplainable energy swirl around myself, protecting me. I am unsure of it coming from me.. or perhaps, another source.. but whatever it was, it protected me with fierce loyalty that night.
He stopped dead in his tracks, just beyond where I could feel this energy extending to, and stared. He stood there, motionless, for a good 10 seconds or so, before slowly backing away and running in the opposite direction. I was confused, and somewhat concerned that whatever energy that was, may still remain. As soon as I was safe, however, said lampost I was under began to flicker and buzz, before the energy was gone, and all resumed to normal. I made my way home, and forgot about the event, moving on.
It was a week later that I had seen him again, walking towards church on sunday, as he usually did. He walked straight past me, and didn't even stop.
I approached him before he entered, and asked "Nothing? Not even a scream of 'evil do-er?'"
He responded with something that truly sent shivers down my spine..
"I'm sorry.. who are you?
Have we met before? or..?"
Now, I had known him for at leat 3 years. He had to be bluffing, right? scared, or.. intimidated. I demanded he stopped his nonsense, and answered me properly.
He insisted that he had never seen me before, and looked extremely puzzled and confused.
I simply walked home, without another word, and decided to move on.
This isn't the first time this strange energy has come to my protection, either..
There was a boy who went to my school, Six Form. I remember passing him while alone in the corridoor, and he gave me a disgusted look, and muttered something either racist or threatening. There was a fierce energy that suddenly came about, whatever this guy was putting forward, this energy definitely DID NOT like whatsoever. I don't even think it was his words.. just something about him. More there than I will ever be able to find out..
One week after this, many were talking about something that had happened up the road from our school. Puzzled, I asked about it.
That's when a close friend told me a boy in Six Form had walked out into the middle of the road to grab a ball, before being slammed into by a bus, dragged under, and killed.
I was shocked.. deaths were not common at our school, extremely rare..
..I was even more shocked when I saw the picture of the boy.
The same boy I met one week ago in that hallway.
I don't think this energy stems from me, I think it is either some form of being, or extra dimensional entity that I do not have the intelligence or power to understand. Why it protects me the way it does, I am unsure. All I know is.. it does.
I had heard the boy was psychotic, also.. something about thoughts of killing people. Perhaps that's why.. maybe he was considering me that day.
So many occurances have happened.. such as a time I was crossing a road, and all seemingly fell silent. Confused, I took a step forward, thinking I had turned deaf. I was slightly panicking, but still, tried to remain calm. However, as I went to take another step, the energy immediately manifested infront of me, forming this..barrier, like a massive hand pushing me back. It was then sound resumed, as a car went speeding past me, fast enough to send me flying over 10 ft into the air if it had hit me.
The church boy I had known moved from the area. I have not heard from him since his leave, 2 years ago.
I don't know whether to be fond of said entity, or afraid.. all I know is, it protects me. I have been in many near-death situations where it has saved my life, including lethal illnesses that have seemingly faded.
I've cracked my head open, and had blood gushing out in a stream, and not felt anything whatsoever. I have considered the fact this may be due to endorphins, but.. the energy took hold, like a shield, seconds before I had smacked my head, causing the damage.
I felt nothing at all, and the paramedics were actually extremely surprised as I had a deep conversation with them concerning life and whatnot in the ambulance before we had even begun our journey to the hospital. One had said I had made her consider her actions in life, and inspired her to take a new direction.
I do not think of myself as an amazing individual with thaumaturgical abilities, but I cannot explain said energy, and what more, it's effects on others.
It's fascinating.. because those whom are good to me, with love, and respect, seem to get along well. I may not be at the time, but if they show said details, their life strangely begins to take a turn for the better.
I'll definitely look into this more when I get the chance, but.. I have no explanation for how this happens, or what said energy is. I have been told it's a "Guardian" of sorts, a powerful "Demon", some sort of "Protector" I shouldn't interefere with, and even been told I am "Cursed."
To be honest, I have no definite interpretation yet.. all I know is, it's generally a positive entity. However, If i'm a fool about things, I am punished for doing so. Bad Karma seems to take a immediate toll as the energy manifests once more, teaching me a lesson. There will always be an ultimatum, a strange coincidence that happens that will show me the correct way to go about things. For example.. say i'm having an agrument with a close relative. Said relative is perfectly logical and understandable, and I am being unfair, and cruel. After the argument, set up plans may fail, things will generally go wrong, etc. It isn't until I say "Ok, I accept i've done wrong. I understand my actions were not wise, and I will think on them before I act again." do things mysteriously stop and resume to normal. Also, the "coincidence" or strange happening.
Perhaps i'll pass a billboard immediately after with certain words missing spelling a message such as "Don't be foolish so often.", or perhaps i'll immediately get a phone call from someone I haven't spoken to in a while, and have them talk to me about life, and give me advice that strangely seems to EXACTLY match the situation I had JUST had.
I understand the forces of the universe and universal allignment and such.. but.. this happens far too often for just those influences. This is more of a direct influence.
I keep getting called to Egypt, also.. I can't switch on the television without hearing the words "Go to Egypt" mysteriously be the first ones I hear as I turn it on, or other words that resemble the same meaning. It's like when I was discussing holidays with my mother, and she changed the channel for the volume to strangely go to "max", and the sentence "If you're seeking a change in your life, Egypt is the place for you." etc.
I'd dismiss this as just coincidences and such before.. but so many have happened that it's hard to do so now.
The Aset Ka seemed to appear into my life the same time these Egypt signs started, as I was on google, and had left the laptop open. When I returned, I sat down, and leant on a few keys with my arm by accident. Such spelt out "Aset ka".. in curiosity, I pressed enter... which lead me to their site, Vampirism Forums, and learning more about them. Prior to this, I had seen the word "ISIS" literally everywhere I turned, and also "ASET" in most places.
Whenever these signs appear to me, I'm no longer skeptical. I follow them with an open mind and 100% belief, as whoever/whatever/etc has tried proving to me that these are legitmate has succeeded, and I can be a difficult person to convince, trust me.
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EstrangedOne
11:46 Aug 24 2013
I don't think I need to say what I am thinking. You likely already know. But I will say that something happened between the two - Isis and "Aset KA". (Mind you, I know the original name of the "Aset KA", but I won't say it here or now.)
But there is also an underlying history between the two, that has been almost entirely forgotten. I will lay something in my journal, for you to read about it, later.
As with the protective entity/energy, I can almost guarantee that I know what it is, and possibly Whom.