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I wish I had some way to bring her back

she suffered so much the last month

I would of traded anything to save her

In the end I could do nothing but hold her

until she was just a shell

I can do anything but give her another breath

why not me, why my little girl

I guess I have not suffered enough

how much should one endure

I am like the black death, everyone around

me dies, when it should be me every-time

I have fallen out of airplanes and lived

been in war, and watched everyone around me die

bullets flying all around and I walk threw it like a ghost

it should be me not her, I was suppose to wait for her

on the other side, if there is another side

after 6 months the pain is still hear

just bottle it up and move forward

no lft but me

set me free

another night

is just in sight

let the nightmares in

its the only break I get

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perfectpet
04:16 Apr 24 2016

whimpers



wish i could hug u

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its been 6 months since Flossy died

watching my 11 year old little girl die

I do not think anything could be worse

Having problems moving forward

I wonder everyday, are we like a computer

once off just eternal darkness

or is there something more

the pain I have is unbearable

as she died in my arms

she was gone,

like tear drops, lost in a puddle of water

after a dark rainy storm

if there is something after death

then we will be together again

if not, then I will never know nor she

Ashes to ashes

skull ashes I take

forsaken ashes

sucked up high

in the dark sky

are like tear drops!

lost in a puddle

after a dark thunder storm

has passed





work in progress

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perfectpet
04:18 Apr 24 2016

nothing fills the emptiness but i hope u find reason to smile



take care

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