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Today has been rough. I can say that much. My stepdad has been picking on me more then usual. >.< My kid just won't listen to me. Brett won't be back until Tuesday morning. I didn't even make it to the graveyard. And the dog won't stay on his chain.



I miss you, daddy. It's been nine years. Nine long years since you left us.



I love you. I'm sorry I was such a brat when I was in grade school. I'm sorry I didn't listen so you and mom had to go to the school all the time.



I love you. I remember that you believed in me when no one else did. I really wish I still had the moments with you.



I wish I could get a hug from you.



I miss you.



This is all jumbled. I don't apologize for that. I'm starting to cry. It's finally getting to me... Aurora's asleep, Brett's leaving, the cat has left me alone, the dogs have calmed down... the chaos that was keeping me at peace is unraveling and I'm left in my thoughts alone.



I guess this is what I get when I avoid thinking about everything.



Don't worry daddy, Nala will be with you soon. Mom is having me put her down and I agreed as long as she has Aurora for the weekend. You'll have your kitty back.