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So many people become jealous of the littlest things. I mean a simple glace between strangers can set someone in a relationship off on a jealous rampage. Okay, I will admit it, I am a very, very jealous person when it comes to someone I really love. No matter what I try to do, it seems like a losing battle until I look to see what is causing the feelings to begin with. But when I do step back and look to see what is causing the horrible emotion, it is my own insecurities with myself and my personality. I need to start working on fixing my own problems and just help those close to me instead of trying to help everyone who needs it and comes up to me asking for it. I need to keep on going to the graveyard and having conversations with my father. I was so extremely depressed the past few weeks, not suicidal or even having the urge to cut, just depressed. I am not complaining about it either although this is my journal to write what I want in it just as others do.