DireConsequences's Journal
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Confused
15:52 Jan 31 2008
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I don't even know what to do anymore. I am stuck in a rut and I feel lost as hell.
It's sad that so very often before I knew what was going on with me and how I felt about so many things.
I knew when I was depressed or nervous. I knew how to improve upon them and slow the fall off the cliff down.
I am going over again and fast. I can't find anything to grab a hold of and everyone has their own problems to deal with before mine become an issue.
Brett wants to help me. But I know he has enough on his mind right now.
While waiting for someone to help or something to improve... I just keep on falling.
The only thing that keeps me going is to see the smile on Aurora's face.
Speaking of Aurora... she is sitting up with help. She's sat up twice with no help at all. She's trying to talk. She is also teething. And she can crawl some!
Can you tell I have my hands full?
01:03 Jan 21 2008
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On Friday night, I sucked baroque sauce off my best friend, Courtney's toes... willingly!
Yeah baby! LOL!
Help?
18:32 Jan 16 2008
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The insaneness of high school days are back. Oh god I am scared because I have a baby now. I will protect her and not mess around on this shit.
Psycho people are calling my house and patrolling where I live.
My friend who was trying to escape them called one of them herself two days ago and didn't block my new number.
Well, now her family is harassing me and yeah. I'm hoping they don't go to Court's.
I don't know how to handle this one. I seriously don't. Last night was insane. Today is probably going to be worse.
I can't get a hold of Courtney right now to warn her that the Grandma called here about 12:36 p.m. I hate this. I really freakin' do.
I have been talking to an ex trying to keep calm and to keep me level headed when I am by myself with the baby. I am paranoid as hell. And he is focused on leveling up, damn it!
Yayness!
05:53 Jan 01 2008
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Woohoo! I have started a binder for my journal entries since I can no longer write in my notebook. At least with the laptop, I can change the size of the font and magnify the screen!
Hehe! I am happy and it's Tiffy!
I might scan the front and back of my binder later on.
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pandorasbx65
17:48 Jan 31 2008
Maybe your are suffering from postpartum depression? I sincerely hope things get better for you.