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Cutting00:26 Aug 18 2006
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Okay I thought I would put this quiz in here because it does kind of describe me. I do cut to forget things and memories of the past that has happened and I cannot change and yeah I am I little obsessed with it. Only because I have to see the people that hurt me everyday almost. I hold grudges for a very long time and the longest one would have to be for ten years and I still have it but only because that person hurt me in so many ways even ones I have not even discovered yet. But here is this quiz before I get too depressed...
You cut to forget something/someone. Someone else
would eat a whole lot of chocolate when they
don't feel so happy, you lock yourself up and
try to cut your memories away. You look like a
normal person, 'till someone brings up things
you don't want to think about. But it's hard to
forget things you are completely obsessed with,
isn't it?
What Kind Of Cutter Are You? (~TrIgGeRiNg~ pics)
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Yeah I know that I should get over things in the past because there is no way to change them but I have the scars from it, both emotional and physical. I also know that many of my health problems have developed because I dwell on the past but oh well. The way I look at it is if I have health problems that cause me pain then I don't have the urge to cut, especially since I cannot do it right now because of a deal I made with someone to keep a friend safe. I know what I did by making the deal and I only regret it while I am breaking down but besides that I am happier that I did make it because I don't have to go back and that is always good. And if you are a friend of mine then you know where "back" is but even if you are not a friend, you could probably figure it out. Not that hard to do, you just have to have some brains and actually read my profile.
Okay I want to put this here as an update. I have become happier then ever and no longer feel the need to cut, even if the promises did not exist. It does come back once in awhile but it goes away when I look at things with the whole picture instead of a small frame.
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