DireConsequences's Journal
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19:23 Apr 27 2009
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I keep seeing X's when I should be seeing squares.
22:55 Apr 25 2009
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I got the birth control implant on Wednesday. It hurt like heck. I'm still having cramping and some spotting off and on. I think it's going to be worth it in the end though... Five years without worrying about taking a pill or getting a shot and whatnot.
17:05 Apr 17 2009
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My mom's doing well since her surgery. She's hurting from it all though. We went to a camp area yesterday with Tyler, my mom, and my stepdad. Tyler and Aurora loved it! Neither of them wanted to leave except they were getting cold. We had to wait around for Tyler's shoes to dry though since he didn't have another pair and hadn't taken them off. *sighs* At least my mom wasn't upset with me! LOL!
The office is still fucking us over on my companionship papers but they're now at the home office. They have to deem whether I have a disability or not. If you ask me, I don't think I do. I know I have anxiety problems through the roof and that I have so many problems leaving the house almost every day of the week. But I don't think that should qualify as a disability.
Some of my relatives keep on telling me to apply for social security but I really don't want to. I'm trying to look back into going to college again but I still don't know. I've been crying every time I start to look into it. I hate feeling so scared of changes. I guess I need my daddy to put his cane up my ass.
I'm thinking about getting the birth control implant, Mirena. If I'm going to, I need to call today so they can set me up an appointment for it in a week.
I'm not talking to anyone on the phone again and I'm avoiding people online. I talked to my psychiatrist about it. One thing I made sure to promise myself, I wouldn't tell any of them about my last relapse. Only two people kind of know what happened and made sure I was okay. I really don't care to ever have an episode like that again.
I've started to read again. It's weird being able to concentrate on a book for a little while.
We had an inspection yesterday and without my companionship papers, we can't have the six cats we do. We had to talk to my mom and she allowed us to keep Mama and her four kittens down there. Shadow had to go out with us. We ended up taking her to Petco and got a harness and leash. She has been freaking on them but she's getting the hang of it.
I'm going to get back off of here. I need to look up information about the college for Brett.
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15:42 Apr 09 2009
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19:52 Apr 08 2009
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My mommy's getting her surgery on Friday this week. I haven't been able to get online. Sorry if it seems like I've been avoiding anyone, I'm not.
Oh and the newest thing is I have to get oral surgery done. I see the surgeon on May 5th.
Got to go and get things done. Later!
Oh Tony, I need your new number!
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mysticwinds
20:24 Apr 29 2009
Maybe it is because X marks the spot.