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Moving On



So now I sit alone in the cold

The storm is getting nearer

The wind and rain grow stronger

The sounds of the thunder claps

Resounding as my memories relapse

Over and over inside my head

All the words I wish I would’ve said

I thought I had more time

Now I just keeping telling myself the same stupid lie

I know that you know everything now

And oh how it makes my stomach churn

But I can’t help but to wonder how

How you think of me now

If you can see me

If you can hear me

The voice inside my head tells me, “of coarse he can”

But I wonder if you understand

Every morning was so hard to wake up

Knowing that I would never speak to you again

And I don’t want to move on

But I have to move on

And I’ve found someone to help me be strong

Or perhaps he found me

Someone who actually cares about me

Someone to help me and me help him

I guess that I already know that you understand

I miss you and I will always miss you

Sometimes I wish I could go back

But I know that I never can

So for now I’m doing my best to keep moving on

Till the day when the storm clouds will finally be gone

And once again I can see the sun

I wrote this after one of my best friends was killed by a drunk driver. I still miss him very much…



You



Took a drive today

Tired to forget

Forget my feelings, thoughts, and memories

No dreams left

So now I just try to forget you

Everything about you

Everything that came with you

Cause it’s all still here

Where I am forever without you

Shouldn’t have happened

Couldn’t have happened

Not to me and not to you…

You, all that I long for

You, all that I bleed for

You, all that is nevermore

Sorrowed



Loneliness and torment taunt my dying heart

While everyone laughs and tear me apart

And they never see these tears I cry

Don’t open their hearts, they just close their eyes

They push me away and pretend I’m not there

While blinded by greed and their souls dread fear

And mourning, I wait for all the words to be undone

No promises kept and I awaken to

This shadowed world and I fall through

Where the pain that hides inside me

Is finally released and the loneliness that haunts me

Can finally be set free

The scars still burn as the feelings turn numb

My heart always hurts as the memories return

But my hearts so hard and my soul is so cold

Nothing can reach me, not even your love

I have frozen inside myself with thoughts of the past

And now I have no heart, it’s just too much to ask

For me to live the way I was

For me to try and care, so I can rise above

But I know that I will fall back down to where I am at, here

Where I am drowning in sorrow

And the darkness of my heart spreads throughout me

It consumes me, dis-flaming my ever dimming light

And that world I built my life around

That girl I once thought was me, slowly disappeared

And now will never be found

I’m sorry

Surrender



I give up now here I surrender

Just take all of me and relieve me of myself

Fill the emptiness and seal in the darkness

Erase the need I feel to fight this

Replacing my loneliness with tortured emotions

And if you can find me

Then let me stay

But I’m lost within this twisted maze of darkness

My heart, it beats only for you

But it’s so quickly dying

And no longer can I see the truth

Unsung

Written for a friend in need



Sometimes you just can’t give anymore

You just have to give up and move on

A lot of times living drags me down

I lay my mind at ease

And slowly fall asleep

When there’s days when being you is pointless

And knowing the truth is useless

Just know that someone does care

And if you believe in yourself

The words will someday come

To your song unsung