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Step by step I find myself wandering the deeper into the darkness I feel so at home at, I'm beginning to setting in this new environment, to adjust to the new ideals and perspectives. I'm grateful to have met the few I have already discovered but this journey will not be over till the last sun rises and the first moon replaces it. I write this entry in the appreciation of those whom have helped me thus far, thank you and long live the siblings of the darkness.





~V.O.W~

(( Again this is just personal information, if you are not interested stop reading now and go enjoy something You may find more interesting. ))

My attention has been brought to this place on more than one occasion, dragged into the shadows of information do to the need for it, I find myself unable to find the answers to the questions I seek. My mind is driven by this need to have the blank spots filled and perhaps they shal never be actually full but for the time being I wish to try to make sense of this puzzling life. As I had said before I am the only daughter born to my family but I had left a few things out. I was born on the birthday of my grandmother and being such was taught the basics of the wicca culture. By the time I was ten I had become curious of a new fascination to darker things. I had started to become curious about vampires after awhile of poking around about what they really wher. Now up until this point I had no interest in vampires.. the idea of it as a child's perspective was at the time a bit unnerving and then things started to.. mm, the easiest way to explain it would have to be things started to drastically change for me. In the coming fall of that season I had started to have, what I thought as growing pains. My vision had become more sensitive to light then, my perspective on people and why they did the things they did seemed to sink deeper then the first level. As I grew older the curiousness in me grew and the questions started to surface with answers I wasnt looking for. I had started to have dream of events before they had happened things first weeks then months ahead of time. Stepping into a new place was like a rude awakening when you already know you've seen it before and as time pushed towards adulthood I was struggling to understand why I lived the existence I did. The more I looked into it, the more I realized this was probably being caused by something in the family so I went on that root to find that things like this wher common for some descended from Native American bloodlines. I was stumped at this point until I could find another lead. I tried to just stay content but things continue to become complicated and I turn here for information.

In all respects I write this out of the ideal that I wish to convey that I want you to know some fun facts about who and what I am. In so saying I'll begin with some past tense information and if you're not interested I insist that you stop reading. I was born in the 90's, my life shadowed by the existence of being the last born and only daughter of my family. I grew up with two older brothers, forgive me but never mind the names. My oldest brother is about 6 years older then I and my other brother three years below him. I am a hard headed individual at times but I mean well and I am normally sarcastic about things. I rather enjoy talking about a variety of subjects that some may consider "dark" and probably consist of anything you can think of.