For all the depressing and Devastating events that have been bombarding my life as of late, ONE WONDERFUL event has made enduring all of this worthwhile!
My Love and I are finally Wed in the eyes of our Gods!!! This is all I have wanted!
There are no words that can describe the joy that is in my heart!
I LOVE YOU ROWENA! MY VALKYRIE! MY QUEEN! MY BRIDE!!!!!!
I don't get it!
I've done every thing right! Things seem to be going my way. I have ( or soon shall) everything I could ever want out of life...
...so why do I still wish I were dead sometimes
the nightmares get worse, sometimes I'll wake up suffocating
other nights I wake up Screaming.
I avoid sleeping at all now just bacause of that.
It doesn't make sense
I've dealt with the Demons of my past, so why do they still haunt me?
The only ray of light I have lives on the other side of the world from me.
It seems that it is only she that can chase the nightmares away.
She is the only thing that takes away all sorrow!
I need her so badly right now!
the nightmares keep getting stronger
and more vivid.
I woke up last night in terrible pain, and the taste of my own blood in my mouth...
I don't know how much longer I can take this.
I need my love.
I can't do this alone
COMMENTS
love, listen to me.. you are a strong man, the strongest i've ever met, i know you can survive to all of this.
You are not alone, i'm always with you, and soon i'll be by your side. There will never more be nightmares or pain during the night, cause i will be there, next to you, to protect you.
You're a fighter my love, i know you will never give up. Keep fighting, i'll help you, i promise, i will always be with you, by your side. Soon i'll be there, resist a little more, no more than few weeks, and i'll be there, i promise love!!
No wish your own death, cause without you i couldnt live!!!
I LOVE YOU!!! MORE THAN MY OWN LIFE!!!!!!!
COMMENTS
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Isis101
21:15 Apr 22 2009
Congrats to you both!
ladySnowStrixx
00:38 Apr 23 2009
Congratulations you two , hope you,ll be happy.
MaterLachrimarum
01:41 Apr 23 2009
awww love!!!! I'm so proud to call myself your wife!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!