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I yearn to feel his energy. Powerful, seductive, dangerous. Does he sense my feelings? I would never tell him so. To tell shows weakness. Gives the other power over you. That must never occur. Must turn thoughts inside....

I sit here, angered in my own lair. Angered that one continues to challenge me. A year she has walked with me. When I wake at night, she is there. When I rest during the daylight hours, she is there. Always waching, always waiting for me to slip and allow her free reign. The time has come for her to go. I can no longer allow her to challenge me, to disrespect all that I have taught her. The little one will feel the pain of her loss the most. But what is life without pain? Where is the opportunity for growth that pain brings?

The troubles begin already. No surprise there. One is used to the problems of this world. Escape is not possible. Surrender to the darkness or continue the battle for the light? Hmmm.....