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Seems to follow some people through life. How can you escape it? Is it possible to outrun it? Outlive it? I think not. I think we are destined to relive it all our lives.

It has been months since the poor thing has seen some attention. Rough and scraggly looking it was. I decided today that enough was enough. I gave it a bath first to make it easier. Before I could change my mind I picked up the razor and went to work. I'm glad that I chose the tub for this work. There was stuff everywhere. I couldn't wait to clean up.

That's right. I shaved today. Nice and smooth beats that raggedy bush anyday lol.

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Iamthedevil
11:44 Jul 18 2011

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I do not know what to feel. Today I died. At least that's how the dream ended. I did not feel the bullet. But I felt my body fall and I felt my brain shutting down losing conciousness. I know where I was, what I was wearing, and who was in the house. For some reason I feel that it was a suicide. But there was no gun in my hand. It was so real.

Now my house is creeping me out. When I left for work tonight the blinds were not moving as I was locking the door. But when I got to the truck and looked back, they were. There was no one there. No fans on. I feel uncomfortable in my own house now. What to do??

Yes I believe that it is. For love will cause you to kill. Love is slow torture. It starts out small and before you know it you would do anything to keep it. You constantly give up things you want and sometimes even need just for the smallest bit of recognition from the one you love. I no longer wish for that. I wish to be free. To answer to no man or woman. To be the woman I used to be. I do not even know that I am capable of love anymore. My heart has been torn asunder so many times I don't feel that there is even a shred left. I no longer weep and wail. The ache is gone. All that is left is barren and devoid of feeling.

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Iamthedevil
11:42 Jul 18 2011

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If you wish to continue pissing me off then you had best prepare for my wrath. I am becoming rapidly fed up with the childishness of this world. I long for the days of quiet. Back before all the technology that put us in instant communication with the rest of the world. Before that you actually had to have a reason beyond pettiness to bother someone. Why else expend the energy? Some people think that just because they can that they should. Keep on if you want to. You gonna learn the hard way. Fools. All of them.