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A new epasode of True blood is on tonight

I cannot wait to watch it..

and my love has been verry sparing with his phone calls I need to know how he is doing,

anyways I can't wait till 9pm

My love is an intelegent man, He is the only man that I have found that is smarter than I am and doesn't rub it in my face. He never talks to me like I'm stupid.



I am intelegent as well hence the not being able to find an equal let alone some one like My master untill now.



The last relationship, well real relationship I had well I warped that boys mind, He now thinks he is heir to the dragon realm, and a whole bunch of other shit. Its fucking hilarious.



Back to my marvelus master





He is my everything, and he is xtreemly sexy...grr I cannot wait to talk to him again tonight...

There was nothing wrong, everything just got to him and he needed a private cry session, that lasted two days.



I talked to him last night He misses me and I miss him soo verry much too...



on another note...



Joey and I had met online fucked up huh... you know how people are saying thats the worst way to Meet people. I played it safe though he and I Met in person in my grand parents' presance then we had a small pic nic in the park

Then we drove off into the woods and signed our contract in blood and sweat.

And we have been together ever since

And he is my Master, My lover, my feyonce, My Lord, My God.

I tried calling my love again, but he doesn't answer or call back! I need him... He is my everything!! He is my blood, My tears, my hopes and my fears damn it.



Great goddess why do you forsake me!

I Have been with Joey Meeker for about a year now.

I love him. I have lived with him 3 times now, and three times some one or something kept pushing me away back to my grandmothers house....

People keep saying It was because he got tired of me. But I know it is not true...

all this happened before my sin.



I did something awful to him 4 months back... I cheated on him... that is all I will say about that.



We got through it still together, Then I got lured away by lost love, and given the chance to decide between Joey, and my First Love Alan, It took a bit but I chose Joey.

He proposed to me, now we are engaged....

the third time sent back to my grandmothers which is where I am now... He lied to get her to let me live with her again, in which he did not need too...

and he was going to visit sunday the previous one, And He couldn't make it... and now he will not talk to me and I don't know why...

I would give anything for him to tell me what Is wrong...



I deleted my vampirefreaks.com account, my myspace acounts, and all of the male friends off of my yahoo messenger list (exept family)...

I need him like I need air and i'm chokeing



I would cut off each of my toes to make him feel better... god fucking damn it!!!!!!!!!!!

He is my everything!!!