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Here i sit waiting for a call or a text.

waiting to hear from you that sweet

voice that pulled me in four years ago

i ask my self why her and answears

swarm in my head telling me why my

heart chose you to be the one for me

i have the answers to all my questions

now all i need is you back in my life to

be the family we were before i miss us

i sit here waiting for an answer to a

question i have been asking for two

months when will you be here? guess

what im still waiting and my heart is breaking

more and more with each passing day!!!!!

I pull myself together

Only to tear myself apart

On the outside I may look happy

But on the inside I have a broken heart

I smile, I laugh

Pushing the tears away just for you

I cry on the inside

But you'd rather see me smile

You haven't a clue

I know this sounds like it makes no sense

But in the end its true

For me, thy pity should have no recompense

On the outside I am relaxed, serene

On the inside I am sad as a dried up stream

I am coiled up, so tense

You want me to be strong

And I want to be strong, too

So I push the tears away

In the end, just for you

Never lied to be like you only living life to be with you.



loving her is why im here without her the pain is severe



escaping the pain cant be done the battle of life will not be won.



take my life throw it around burry my life in the ground.



cut my wrist watch it bleed one sharp knife is all i need



hurting inside till the day i day