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Smothering the ashes of a burnt letter. An endless memorie that draws out like a blade. Passing judgment with one foot in my grave. Blue and red colors, the vibrance the light . The artificial feeling. An addiction for feelimg. No cares of longterm happiness . Just to die for a second of peace. Throwing all my possesions and cuting my flesh. A second of primordale thinking, the physical over mental, my heaven and hell. The smell's of incense corse it's memory to a day the stars seemed brighter. An endless cry. No way or person alive to express this feelings. Just lost with words that have been said before. Tonight I read the words of a person I've never knew, That told my heart the truth that my mind could not axcept. I thank you! And know I go back and open the acceptance of reality for what I am.

All is so the same.

I can't describe how much I people. this place. Simple minded , tv hipnotized, ratings and cash worthless s. There is no hope of being happy in this place. Everybody so close minded and blind to real beuty. Everybody wants to hear about themselves. this place were I'm living. Egominded, narcisstic, ting, s! Wow I fell like I'm 14 again LMAO!!