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On April 12, 2007 I will finally have a hysterectomy. I have been having problems with Mother Nature for the last 17 years. You see, I never get a break, hardly. I may get a few days here, a few weeks here and then the rest of the bloody time I am ON IT CONSTANTLY. I am not BS! I have what is called A.U.B. I have the possible almost most severest part of it. If you truly care and want to know what it is, just look it up under GYN site, Medical dictionary, or just email me and ask me.



I have gone through 4 miscarriages and so freaking heartbreaking. All of them I never made it past the first trimester.



So in the next few days I will truly not be able to have children which truly scares me. Granted, I will no longer have the severe pain (mostly identified with miscarriage labor pains), severe etc... Not going to get that detailed, yuck. I will be now from that time and on catching up on the last 17 years of things I was unable to do since I was constantly nauseated, tired, hardly ever to have sexual relations, constantly felt like wearing a diaper (but us Kotex users knows what I mean) etc.. you get the picture.



That's scary. All this time being the way I am, wonder what kind of things will change or change of my personality since I won't be having these awful things weighing me down?



We shall soon see!!!