Sometimes I think Catholics have the right idea, by confessing their sins they purge themselves of their raw pain, and anguish, and hate.
I don't have that release except maybe here. I don't expect to repent, or be forgiven for this. I just need to get it out of my head.
I want to hurt someone. It doesn't matter who. I want to inflict the suffering I feel inside on someone else. I want them to feel my pain. want them to feel the torture inside my soul. I want to destroy someone physically, emotionally, and psychologically to the point where they beg for death. Where they are a horrible wasted shell of themselves.
Like I've said before, I'[m not a bad guy, I'm a good guy with bad intentions.
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