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Adventure!05:00 Oct 29 2008
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Adventure. A term in which we all seek at one point in our lives. Not everyone understands it, but craves it. Its a desire, a want beyond anything to see past ourselves to find new and exciting things in life. But what do we know about this devious word? First, it can get us into a lot of trouble, or lead us down a path we were destined to make. Second, adventure allows us to get out of what we know in our everyday lives. It makes us excited to wake up in the morning. For me, adventure means risks. Am I willing to take the risk to do what truly needs to be done, or will I chicken out a last moment? Who honestly knows besides God. I know I dont. I have a theory, ok so maybe not a good one but at least Im tryin here! If we stop thinking with our brains for two seconds, then we can let our heart truly tell us what our deepest desires are. Then maybe we can put those desires into action. We all fall on our butts at some point, thats just a given. But if we dont take that action, how will we know we wouldn't succeed? That maybe our choice in a split second was the right choice that needed to happen to secure ourselves for what we will become? I dunno. At some point in the past 4 weeks I read about Freud's theories on the unconscious. It truly made me think. Our unconscious tells us what we need to see or what we desire. Why don't we listen to it? For my psych class I stated that the unconscious is like the "Royal Mile." It is the only way into the castle, or the unconscious, what we want in life. Dreams come down instantly in our lightest state of sleep, which is the unconscious. So if dreams and desires are connected, why cant we figure out if the adventures we seek are the unconscious screaming out to be released? Just a thought. Im in a mood tonight, as you can probably tell. If you endured reading this novel....I applaud you. Goodnight to all.
Signing out~
Confusion Taking Over04:12 Oct 26 2008
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As I walked earlier I have been so blatantly confused by my life. I dont know where to start...sometimes looking inside sucks because you know the answer you DONT want to hear yet its etching there going DUH YOU MORON JUST OPEN YOUR EYES IDIOT YOU NEED TO KNOW THE TRUTH....it sucks but the truth i guess shall set you free...but damn it sucks like donkey kong going freeze framed and all that shit!! GAHH! Now my mother is having MAJOR surgery and she is afraid this is the end for her...and im scared she may be right...worst part...im scared about what I will become without her....
Ive had dreams where she was gone from me and it was like hell came to earth and nothing could stop me...I had gone from mad straight to PISSED OFF!!!!! And anyone knows not to mess with a scorned or upset woman because they can cause affliction with the just the flick of the finger...Im scared...it scares me to think how I could just let go and be free from the pain but the infliction i would set on others including my friends would be detrimental....that freaks me out....im SOOOOOOOOOOOOO CONFUSED!!!!
bordem gone wrong09:04 Oct 22 2008
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Im bored out of my damn mind over here!!! GAHH!!!! I cant sleep to save my life and I have to go run in the early manana....dontcha just love karma?! haha! I guess this was for all the years I kept my mother up late....hahaa! GREEAAATT!!! haha! Wow...I am the dork central here with heels in the devil wears prada....those things are killer dude! Its like WHOA there hooker boots? Seriously? yep...i fell in for it then went limping for the rest of the week! haha!
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DarkSoldier
05:29 Oct 29 2008
Wow . . . thats great, i think you have a firm grasp on what makes us tick . . . look out world!