The Darkness Falls surrounding me .The Smell Of death is In The Air, I can Even Feel It as The Wind Blows Through My hair.Images Float Through My Mind Of The people Who Have gone on before,My aunts, My grandmother My baby and my favorite childhood neighbor.My life is a tangled web of death and pain, like a spiders web of hurt.I feel Death calling to me like a lover, ' come to me my darling, become one of the children of the night'The cold embrace of my undead lover and the deadly kiss he brings to me seems to be welcome and i open my arms to him as he drains the life from my body and replaces it with eternal life, we run together towards the moon like the alpha wolf and his mate we join our voices with the sounds of the night and sing the song, the only song, the love song of the undead, the vampyre.dracula and his bride.
hurt flows through my veins,like Ice bursting through the blood.
no passion moves my frozen heart.No love to revive me from my death.
i am the unloved, the untouched.
I am myself, and no one can comprehend the bitter emotion
the hate, the sorrow,the lonlelyness that surrounds my existance.
the pure terror of having my soul ripped asunder.
The mask i wear twenty-four fucking hours a day.
The dream of love that was but an illusion.
the death of my heart.the murder of me.
my funeral bell tolled as you walked away.
Crouched in the darkness, desperate to die, dying to begin anew
you haunt me ,
my broken heart trying to mend until you walk up and rip out the stitches.
Can't you just fucking leave me alone?
let my spirit die to be reborn,
brand new as though I never loved you?
Seeking solace in my lonleyness, I burn to ashes
and am reborn.
a pheonix, rises from the ashes of my destruction,
to fly free as though we never loved at all.
To the end of my heartache.
Dancing through Darkness,
Killed by my Delight,
Razorblade kisses,
Rip my soul and
Take my life.
A dream neverending,
A hope unreal.
Kiss me gently,
As my heart you steal.
Death holds no power over me,
Unbidden Love hath set me free.
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