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Merry Meet. Today has been a relitivly good day for me.It's been decided that my friend is moving off post so I get to roomate with her. We are going monday morning ( ugh sunlight)to look for a place to rent.yay. Hopefully We can find something good. We don't have extreamly high expectaition just 3 bed must be in good condition allow pets ect. I also spent a good deal of the day catching up on sleep. Insomnia sucks btw.I went and visited with a friend of mine for a bit and ended up recovering my lost purse and my black dress.YAY!! WE went to a Mabon celebration tonight. I've always been solitary so this was quite interesting. I like the people, and I participated in the ritual, which considering that my buddy Chris was in charge was a blast. And of course I ended up being the only air sign in the circle so I had to call the corners for east/ Air. It wasn't that bad actually. I enjoyed it and It gave me a new peace of mind. I was initiated into thier coven tonight. I think I'm going to enjoy being a part of it. I can't wait for the next sabbat. The only downside was that the 2 co-oweners of the store where we held the ritual are at each others throats. The woman showed herself to be a real bithc when she walked in yelling and screaming at him,basically attacked one of my fellow initiates, who moved to stop her from entering our circle. all she did was put her hands up to halt her and the woman grabbed her. She kicked one of the candles and splattered several of us, including myself with hot wax. ( thank Goddess for pants, lol.) It was ridiculous. But Despite her close mindedness We completed our ceramony and enjoyed our evening. So I am now A level one Wiccan Initiate.WOOOO HOO!! Afterwards Nicole an Myself went to See John and we hung out for a while. I hope he didn't get busted slippng back into the b's. That would so suck ass.All in all a good night.However I am now sitting here at 3:30 am listening for Taras baby bc she had to go to the er. That really blows. lol BUt Hey it'll be ok. More later, Blessed Be, Wednesday- Wiccan lvl 1- Path of Pan Coven ,SAvannah,Ga.

This is retarded. It is 2 am I'm bored off my ass and there is some re re over next door on the phone drunk off his ass screaming about beating somenes ass. grrrrrrrr I'd like to go beat HIS ass. Hell he might enjoy it lol. this neighborhood has a lot of kids in it and moron boy over there screaming. It's like wearing a shirt that says i;m an idiot hit me in the nuts"

Yep it's dark outside which means That I just got really really hyper. I'm done eating so I thin kI shall pop in on a friend or 2 , mabey go out for drinks I dunno but I'm defintaly doing something lol. In the dark of the night, Wednesday

WTF. My friend is so damn blond. SHe has the perfect guy just waiting for her and she knows it yet she ah grrrrrr.I'm just frustrated. I'm friends with this guy that I've been in luv with since I met him and He's in love with a friend of mine who he met through me.she is so freaking blond. He's perfect for her. And she's perfect for him. It's irritating. HE's one of my best friends and she's one of my best friends. It's driving me nuts. He's ready to say fuck it, and she's being dingy. arggggggggg more later

Well here I am curled up in the chair with the cat sleeping on my legs (as usual)I'm working on my profile here, and things are going well if somewhat slow.I've been rather introspective and somewhat confused lately so I'm trying to gather my thoughts. looks like a long meditation session is in order.I'm so sick of my IRL friends getting mad at me. Pheonix got mad at me yesterday bc I told him I didn't want to be his last resort FB and then Andy AKA the Sped Kid got mad bc even after having been told 5 gazillion damn times that I'm not into him as anything more than a friend, and that he needs to give it up becasue i will never be with him, got mad when he called me and I told him about this guy I've been talking to that I'm very attracted to. WTF is with that. I mean come on I'm not with him, I am single and I will hook up with whomever I choose whenever I choose. If I want an FB thats my biz, If I want a BF Then I'll have one if I find someone that holds that kind of attraction to me.Then Kitty got mad at me bc I refused to go hang out with her and some dude she randomly was meeeting off of true .com. THe comment was made that he had a friend for me . WTF SHe knows that I'm talking to someone and then she decides she 's hooking me up with some random dude. I don't fucking think so. GRRRRRRRRRRRR. More LAter