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Today has just been very stressful. A lot of family crap going on and pressure from it is just suffocating. I have seen quite a bit of insight today and most of it has left a rather nasty taste behind. I know that most of the time i don't feel anything and this is one time that i wish i couldn't feel this or anything.



Eh, it has to happen once in a while i guess.

Just got back from my camping trip with the family. The spot was beautiful and awesome. We had a pretty damn good time. Only part that sucked was the fishing was horrible. Hope everyone is doing alright and had some fun times as of late.

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Serenity
14:07 Aug 26 2015

camping is great, it helps relax and makes one soul feel better :)

I went to Maidstone park not long ago for camping and when I came back I was like: darn so much noise!!!

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So today has been a very interesting day. I finally got some of the closure that i personally needed to get. Some times you stop and have to think about what that could do for you. It ended up healing a peice of what some would call my heart.





All i can say other than that is that i now have some peace within me. It is just sad that the little measure of peace is surrounded by so much anger and hate. The things that make me me are just so negative that i am honestly surprised anyone wants to be around me at all.



I mean i do try and make an effort to be nice and respectful to everyone i cross paths with. That isn't always the thing that works best. I know i am something that most would be call a monster. I am fine with that but i am trying to change how i am seeing myself as well as how others would see me.



It just gets harder and harder with time as change is not easy for something like me. To those that i hold dear, i do love you all and i hope you are all doing well. Have a good night all.

So far today has been good. I worked this morning and it wasn't a crappy day at work. Came home and now have three days off so i can relax and enjoy myself a bit. I do hope everyone is also having a good day today.

I have decided that today is the day i start new things. I guess you could call it an early version of resolutions. I am going to be changing a lot of things and most of it will be a good thing. Anyways, i hope you all are doing well and have a fun night.

So today the boys came home and one helped a little bit with cleaning the house. I guess i should be lucky i got that.