Out of the blue came thousands of you striking my heart with sheer.
Asking of things that came from my dreams you know how to influence fear.
Contacting another I thought you quite clever that you had invaded my mind.
That's how I found out that you weren't a lout and that I must treat you kind.
But then when I tried to get you to try from you all I got was a no.
My heart in a knot mine mind was distraught something said just let you go.
I worked to understand just why the reprimands from when you were acting this way.
Hide them did you your thoughts that you knew would make our relationship fray.
Ignore did I that received I a smack when later reality struck.
Listen you couldn't even though you should've for sleeping was I in a truck
Just when I thought that it wouldn't stop it came to an end very quick.
You said we were through as I cried for you and shortly thereafter got sick.
Back you are now trying to douse that which you did ignite.
Gone were you then you shan't get a ten for leaving me right in my plight.
My heart longs for you for that which I knew could make me happy again.
But wary I am for you were a sham this time I can't lose my sane.
-Jacob D. Lujan
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