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if u read this u know this is meant for u. I've never been good at letting others in..every time i did well it resulted in more pain, another cut or break in my heart. U want to know everything but there are things about me a i hate..and your trying to see a part of me i tried so hard to bury;deep inside my heart where they can't be found. I know i can trust u and i want to. but every time i try to speak about it..my throat closes and all i think is you hatting me... this is for u, the one i love..u know who u r and one day you'll know every part of me.

i'm not devoted enough to write in this everyday i've cooled down, went to the beach(hisses at sun!) and well just had time to think which i needed. So now i'm bored out of my mind thinking of things to do and doodling on my arm...also i'm currently high off chocolate my choice of drug and yes it's just plain chocolate :p

hmmmmmmm what else ooooo i'm bored nothing more to it

i'm drawing again and this time i choose to actually take the time to finish drawing the manga i';m working on so until it's finished good old coffee shall be my savior