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Sometimes it feels that I'm not here,

It seems like I'm in another world.

It doesn't feel right when I look around,

Sometimes my feet don't touch the ground,

And I wish I was someplace else.

Why do we have to use guns?

Why do we have to fight everyone?

It probably was better when,

There were less wars,

And more friends.

Today we fight over who gets what.

What happened to sharing?

What happened to caring?

While we have fun and laugh and play,

Others have to run away.

People need to care more for,

Families who have no one at all.

And people who don't have enough to eat,

Or kids who live out on the street.

The government says they are helping,

Yea. Right. Where the hell have they been?

Maybe it is just me, but I say they are crazy.

They might do things for a reason,

But others need more than just plain freedom.

I close my eyes and there you are,

I open them and you're gone.

I hear your voice, see your face,

But when I reach out to hold you,

You aren't there.

What happened was this,

In one simple kiss,

My best friend from school,

Took my guy from me.

Now I'm alone and confused,

Easy to anger, My other friends try to help,

But I push them away,

I asked her why she had to do that to me,

Her answer was short,

She said, "I wanted him for myself."

Its been a couple weeks and I've finally moved on,

I'm with someone new.

I don't talk to her anymore,

When we pass each other,

We don't even look at the other.

I went through hell,

And came back again.

My life is better than before,

When I look back, I just grin,

Because I'm sure as hell not going through that again.

In another world in a far of place,

I thought I had a heart but you tore it away.

Everyone told me "Forget about him just move on."

Now I've tried and tried and I'm wondering why,

You're still in my head and you wont leave.

They told me I'm insane and I'm doing fine.

If only they knew how much it hurt,

To see you going around with her.

I've been against it all my life,

Why I should turn to it I don't know why.

Now I'm holding this gun to my head,

I wrote a note so they know why I did it.

The gun goes off,

They run in.

You should have seen the faces of my family and friends.

Everyone is crying and I wish I hadn't done it.

I look up and see someone who hadn't been there before.

He pulls me close and holds me tight.

I cry and cry till I can cry no more.

He looks down at me and says, "Be sad no more."

When I ask why, He shakes his head sadly.

"You pulled the trigger but someone elses will was behind it,

the boy you loved wanted you dead. It wont be the end,

you will see them again. Now come inside and wait for them."

In a far off world which you all call home,

I'm waiting and watching,

Looking out for you from above.

Was it so long ago that you dont recognize my face?

I was there when you needed a friend,

I was there when you needed love,

But then I look for it in return and you're not there.

My arms were empty, tears fell down,

You were with another girl when I turned around.

I try to talk when you walk by,

But the memories flood back and I run away.

I havent seen you in awhile,

But she's around with another guy.

Did she leave you like you left me?

How does it feel to be left begging on your knees?

Don't come to me for comfort anymore,

I wont be there when you do.

I've learned a lesson that'll be hard to forget,

Don't waste your time on someone you'll regret.