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Gone



I’m looking up to see a light,

Even though it’s late at night.

My head is spinning, I know I’m crying.

I feel the blood flowing all around,

Then my fingers touch cold steel…a gun.



I can hear them talking but cannot speak.

I hear my parents yelling, my best friends’ screams.

Then I hear silence and a clear voice read what I wrote.



Daddy I love you,

You were always the best.

You didn’t know it did you?

That you have all my respect?

Daddy please be strong, don’t cry no tears for me.

Cause your little girl just earned, a different kind of wings.



Mom I love you too,

But I don’t know what to say.

We hardly got along, but I swear I tried everyday.

Keep holding on and always be strong,

Don’t you dare cry one tear either.

You know I always hated that.



Jeremy you were my hero,

But I could never find the words to tell you.

Keep everyone safe; let no one take your place.

Marisa is your blessing,

Keep her happy all her life.

‘Cause even God knows,

She’ll make one hell of a wife.



Sarah I know we fought a lot, but you’ll always be my big sis.

I love you but I know sometimes I didn’t show it.

Remember I’ll always care.

Find a guy that deserves you,

And if anyone mistreats you I’ll haunt them till they die.



Shannon, baby, be strong.

You know I love you so much, and I wish I could hug you one last time.

Be strong for mom and daddy baby,

Please don’t cry.

Cause even if you don’t see me, I’ll help guide you through your life.



Ben you know I care about you,

You just annoy me and put me down a lot, with all the things you say.

Take care of Gin and the baby,

God knows I won’t ever forgive you if you don’t.



Gin I’m really sorry.

Please know that I care.

I’ll always be here with you,

Just somewhere in the air.

Please don’t cry at all, I could never stand it when you did.

Take care of yourself and Ben, and Samara when she comes along.

I’ll always look out for you from somewhere up above.



Ashe you’re my friend,

I don’t know what to say.

Take care of yourself,

And never lose your way.

Never forget me please,

And stay your crazy self.

And always get a kick out of the fact,

I never went to hell.



Nana be strong,

You’re smart and you know it.

You’ll make someone happy soon.

Don’t doubt yourself a minute.

You’re loved and you know it.

So don’t change for even half a minute.



Drew I don’t know where to start,

Hell this could take forever.

Keep Rhi happy, she seems really cool.

Always remember I’ll love you,

Cause you kept me going so many times.

At times we fought, but always made it through.

Your friendship I cherish dearly,

You know what I say is true.



Scott how do I tell you?

How will you know how I truly feel?

I loved you so much, hell I still do.

You mean so much to me.

Yea my heart had a lock on it but damn boy. . .

You found that key fast.

I love you hun don’t ever forget.

Your angel really is an angel now.

I’ll always be with you,

Please never forget me.

I really do love you babe.

Forever and always.



They finish reading,

I hear someone on the phone and I know.

She kept her promise, I knew she would.

She called Scott and Drew, so I know they knew.



I know I’m crying and this time I won’t stop.

I wish I hadn’t done it but it’s just too late.

I love you guys, I barely whisper.

Then I’m gone and I’ll watch from above.