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I WANT TO SCREAM OUT LOUD

I LOVE YOU BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO SHOW IT OR SAY IT

I NEED YOU MORE THAN EVER

PLEASE SAVE ME I CANT GO ON ANY MORE I NEED TO KNOW I LOVE YOU IDO



I NEED YOU SO MUCH I CANT SURVIVE WITHOUT YOU ANYMORE MY SMILE WILL DISINTERGRATE WITHOUT YOU! XXX

Feeling tired and afraid, all alone and un-loved, Only got a pair of eyes to see what i want yet what i cant have, I just want your hands upon me, have you hug me. I just want to feel your love. My love is seeping out and away towards you ,but, you arnt feeling it. I'm losing all my energy im feeling drained of my emotion

I love you so much its unbelievable never before have i felt this way you make me smile when i hear your voice, see your face

I love you loads and loads Jon you are my dream come true!

xxxxx

looking down into the deep pool before her.

Waiting for it to leap up and take her.

pull her down into its icc depths

Let it squeeze her life right out of her

Watching that last air bubble escape and float away from her

Green eyes wide open, but, all signs of life been stolen

Sinking to the waters bed and gently dishevelling the peaceful pebbles

Long hair floats around her face and dances with the weeds.

Her final resting place, at las she can sleep in restfull sleep never having to worry about being disturbed or woken again.

No more dreams or nightmares to haunt those eyes

At last she can be with her love

The man with the bright blue eyes whose life was stolen too



I love you Jon

xxx

im sorry for teh way i am i just dont seem able to change. My future is set and its the best its ever looked I cant wait for it to come true and become real. but, I'm so scared of scaring you away . I dont want you to feel sorry for me, and be with me out of sympathy rather than love

dont be scared or feel you are to blame if i fuck everythnig up as i deserve everything i get

,but, please remember that no matter what i do or what happens I love you and i will always love you you are my one true love i would give my life for you



X

sitting here amongst the living watching them walk their lives away. Remembering these images as i saw them before, through innocent eyes all the evil hidden. Everyone the same. Predictive didnt exist nomore i lost the pureness



Now all i see is harshness, invisible blood seeping down the street covering their feet with blood of teh innocent. Running down the stairs like a river of wine.

Only one pair of eyes can i see through it all, the eyes of my love Jon.