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What should have been so easy and simple exploded into something so childish, foolish and utterly stupid. I thought it was easy to see that my heart would have never been turned by another but I guess that was my foolish mistake. I'm not trusting you anymore to understand how my heart works. You've made me cry and hurt too much. You will always be a friend but nothing more will come out of that... First you think you are protecting me and now all you do is hurt me. I'll always care about you but there is nothing between us anymore. You were suppose to be my prince. Im sure this is how you wanted things to be anyway. I'll never throw away the memories but every thing will remain just that a memory.

This is insane. I get one Prince, and even though so many things could go wrong I finally get him to accept that we are what we are and then he comes along. GAHHH!!! Cruel fate is twisting my life again and now she id forcing me to make a decision I've never found so difficult in my entire life.

My 1st Prince is so sweet and caring and we have so many things in common and then there are so many things that just say that it would take so much more to make it work. But I know if we worked really hard at it we could be happy for so long...or as long Time will allow it.

And then Prince number 2.....what can I say. He is everything I had been looking for. Everything! He has the sweet gentle side that I like but he has that dominant cruel side that makes me wanna dig my nails into his skin. This is too much for me. Even the evil get stuck sometimes....



Sweet Goddess what am I going to do....