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So what do you do when life slaps you in the face, and see it coming but do nothing to prevent it. a month ago I learned that my wife was not happy I knew she wasn't for some time but i was to wrapped up in my own life to care. she was unhappy cause i spent no time with here i was ill was playing a game or at work. Never giving her the time of day that she deserves. she was lonely and went else where to get the affection she need from some where else. i high school crush she had found on face book. they started talking and one thing lead to another tell she started lieing about where she was going just to go see him know don't think the worse she never had sex with him. he just gave her the affection the time she wanted from me. they did make out allot from what shes told me and they had talked about doing more but i found out to soon. it hurts me to the point that i did something i never did before i cut and it felt so good to have a physical pain to go with the heart break. i want to to leave because of this betrayal of my trust, of our marriage. but i couldn't i still love her but it hurt what was i to do, what could i do. life had just slapped me in the face and told me i had fuck up i was letting the most important thing in the world to me slip away cause i couldn't find the time to take care of her needs. i had to change but how. it easy to look back and see where thing went wrong to see the signs when you are looking for the and some where so up front that I'm a moron to have missed them. so I'm changing but is that enough there are thing that drove me to where i was in my life can she change them. i don't know if thing will change for good or will they go back to the way they where. Only time will tell