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Walking down the tree line after the day went by slowly, i had hid in a dead tree stump which had a hole underneath of it, it kept me safe from the sunlight. But not the tears that never left my eyes.

Face streaked with red and dirt plastered on my face, i walked and tried to remember how long it was that my friend had died. I was then letting myself hope. It wasnt a very good idea to do so, but i had a failt little light of it in my heart, and then my legs began to take me to the cemetary in which they burried him. My best friend.



It took most the night, I had no idea where i was. But obviousy my body did. It was taking me through the trees as if they weren't there at all. I was acually impressed by myself for once in my life. But i was still unsure as to what i was exactly, yes you can call me a vampire-but what was i really?

I got to the grave i was last seen at only two days ago. It wasn't a unnatural sight acually, i was there the past four days. Just sitting there staring at it while the flowers slowly withered and died. It had taken four days for me to turn after the day he had died. Was he already out? Was he alone? Or did he have a new friend already? A new...love? I had none of these answers, but I was determined to find them out. I wanted to find him. He was after all the whole entire reason i was the way i am now. I wanted to hug him...then slap the shit out of him.

Sitting there i looked at the earth that covered his grave, my dear friend. I have no idea how to find out if he had escaped the earthy prision or not, but i wished to find out. Sitting my naked body on the groud where i was known to sit, i looked over the earth and found no trace of anyones presecnce here latly...then a brezze came across my body, i no longer felt the cold night air, but i did shiver. I smelled something that was very simular to the smell of him when he had died..what was going on?

So confused.."Where am i?" i asked myself as the wind blows across my face sloftly, making my hair float over my face in small waves.



Sitting up on my elbows i looked around. What wa going on? Looking around as my eyes adjusted to the bright light falling into my eyes, i saw. I wasn;t in my room. I wasn't in my bed with the window open.



looking around more throughly, i shouldn't have looked down, but i did. I looked down and saw, the dark red brown stuff covering my torso, my arms, adn my legs. My bare legs. I wasn't dressed, but this didnt matter to me now, i had done what i feared i would after those so many weeks after my sweethearts death. I had done it.



curling up into a ball i held my knees close to my bare chest and laid my head on my knees, and let the tears silently fall from my eyes. I didnt make a sound. No weeps came from my mouth, no words spoken, not even a little movement of my chin from the sorrow. I knew what i was, and i couldn't let the acceptance run away from me, so i wept.



The sun rose then, the dawn light filtering through the tree i was laying under. I had no clue where i was, no clue why i had come here. But as the sun rose i felt my body moveing and i looked around as my feet made me almost float across the ground. I was running by instinct from the sun. I had no clue why, but the sun didnt scare me, it made my heart race. Then the first rays of sun shine shot through the clouds and i cried out in pain as i hut the ground. Holding my arm i crawled towards saftey, but where was that? "Help.." i cried out softly. "Help."